I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

Neoman gajil su itdamyeon, naegaen da pilyoeopneun geol

2009-11-01T18:48:00.007+08:00

http://ibreathethesun.tumblr.com/post/229637199

New blog post.

I’m so addicted to,all the things you do and you’re going down with me.

2009-10-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

SHINee <3
I wish Taemin is my boyfriend. LOL!

New blog post.
Read it at http://ibreathethesun.tumblr.com/post/223825258. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 26/10/09

If I can just have you, I don't need anything else.

2009-10-15T15:13:00.002+08:00

Jonathan Rhys Meyers. :)
I always thought he's really handsome.
He got a really mysterious aura that surrounds him..
and it makes people want to know him better..
He's 32 by the way. Lol.

"I had always been in love with him.
I counted the lashes of each closed eye.
He had been my almost, my might have been,
and I did not want to leave him."
— The Lovely Bones // Alice Sebold
(I love this book! Really love it. <3)

Hmmm.. nowadays I blog more at tumblr.
So.. if you want more updates go to my tumblr:
www.ibreathethesun.tumblr.com :D
I got 2 followers now. YESSS!
Follow me at tumblr! ;)
For the record, the new timetable is just BLAH.
The earliest class is 9AM.
Okay.. I know better than 8AM.
Tuesdays we can go later, at 1PM.
Wednesdays end at 2.50PM which is good.
Now hear this:
From Monday to Friday, there's LAB sessions everyday.
Yayyyy we can bring our heavy lab coats everyday. =X
On Fridays there's also a HUGE gap in between = wasting time.

This Monday, Shi Fu and I went to Orchard Ion.
There's this stall which sells Japanese riceballs.
OMG.
They let us try for free,
so I ate one riceball dipped in delicious honey.
So yummyyyyyy...
but I didn't buy it cause I wanted to treat Shi Fu but she doesn't want.
I don't want to enjoy the riceballs alone without her eating.
I'll feel bad.. thus I didn't buy it too. :(
Not only riceball with honey, there's lots of other flavours too.
I'll definitely go Orchard Ion to buy it someday!!
It's at the Food Hall or something. (Basement)
I forgot the actual name of it. =X

Let me ask you something..
If a guy treats a girl really well and she's not even his girlfriend.
Does that mean that he likes her?
I mean come on.. which guy will treat a girl so well
until he studied so hard just to teach her the subject?
WTF?!
It's like he live his life for her!
Not for himself!
Who study so hard for someone who's not related to you in some way?
Both of you don't even have the same blood running in your veins for god sake!
You must have fallen for her unknowingly.

xoxo Hui Yun 15/10/09

I would swallow a star if you asked me to.

2009-10-11T17:40:00.004+08:00

I had a really fun time with bestie yesterday. :)
We chatted a lot.
It was so good to see her again.
Hope that we can go see Lee Min Ho together!
We watched 500 Days Of Summer, which was pretty epic.
I love how funny and cute the show is.
Zooey Deschanel has really beautiful eyes..
and of course the lead actor, Joseph Gordon-Levitt is pretty hot too.
Nerdy guy kinda hot :)
I also brought a book by one of my favourite authors.
It's like I always spent money. =X
Have to stop buying things whenever I go out!
I've found out how to put tagboard on tumblr.
Maybe I'll move to there for real & stop blogging here.
http://ibreathethesun.tumblr.com/
So if one day I don't post at here anymore, it means that I've moved.

"I would swallow a star if you asked me to."

From the very first day,
I knew that you wouldn't stay with me for long.
But
I still fight against the truth,
I fight against my deepest fears,
I swallow up all my tears,
I bite my lips,
I push myself to face the darkness,
I pull out thoughts that discourage me,
I disguise my frown as a smile,
I think only you,
I breathe the salty air that you breathe,
I can do all these just for you.
© Hui Yun 2009

xoxo Hui Yun 11/10/09

You're always in my thoughts.

2009-10-07T14:55:00.001+08:00

"I wish you were here."
Maybe if I repeat those words enough
and my lips start to bleed,
it will become the truth.

xoxo Hui Yun 7/10/09

You're stuck in my head like a song.

2009-10-06T14:22:00.003+08:00

Minho of SHINee <3

Time for a short update on my life.

What the hell.. don't know why but blogger doesn't allow me to not-have-blanks within each sentences. Apart from words in sentences which are too long or I want to type within the same sentence... Seriously I've thought of deleting this blog and move over to tumblr for good. Tumblr is very fun and easy to maintain. :) Once I think of the cool blog skins that blogger allows.. then I can't bear to move. >.<

Damn the blog skin for making me stay here.

I know.. I know that a lot of times I felt like I'm going to have sore throat. I thought that the Hacks sweets is pretty useful in preventing sore throat. So.. I ate a LOT of Hacks sweets.. but still.. last Sunday I had sore throat. I felt like my throat's burning.

Now I feel much much better. So no worries :) To be safe, I don't think I can go Orchard with Shi Fu tomorrow. =X We'll have to postpone it. So sorry.

What I've been doing? Watching SHINee videos :D, Listening to Paramore's new album(I am addicted to "Careful"!! Such an amazing song.), Listening to Flyleaf's "Again" and watched the video for it.(Pretty nice song)

xoxo Hui Yun 6/10/09

It's like I fall in love with you all over again.

2009-10-05T16:18:00.004+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 5/10/09

I love you and that's one of my deepest secret.

2009-10-02T16:44:00.006+08:00

Boy: "Te amo."
Girl: "Te amo means love you? But you don't love me.. and that's a fact."
Boy: "I want to."

I wish I could.. really wish I could hold you,
Be there for you whether you're sad or happy,
Look at you.. just look at you and hold your arms.
After all these days.. I'm back at this place again.
I don't know whether I should cry or laugh.
Anyway, I felt comforted by that sentence which you've said.
Thank you.
That sentence confirms the fact that I've kept on my mind.
Love is iconic. It is. Always is.
I want you to know that a part of me will always love you.
Once you love someone, they will always be part of you. Always.
I can't deny it.
No matter how hard I tried to push the memories
of you away from head and store it with other stuff,
I can't do it.
Sure, there's times where I didn't think of you at all.
But you always came back.
Like a ghost haunting me.
I love you and I'll just keep this piece of you in my heart.

xoxo Hui Yun 2/10/09

You stole my breath away.

2009-09-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

"When you fall as fast and as far as I did, you are no longer yourself.
You are blinded by your heart.
You breathe him, and he’s all you see
when you wake up and lay your head down.
Then one day, he’s gone.
The sky crashes down upon you , and you change again.
You run to the phone every time it rings, expecting him to be there,
to tell you everything’s going to be all right
and that things can be the same as they used to.
You and him, together, forever.
But only a dial tone replies to your pleas.
Oh sure, I’ll get over you…
I’ll live again. But every time I see you,
the memories of all the wonderful times we spent together
flash through my head and a little piece of me dies."
- http://eletheowl.tumblr.com/

xoxo Hui Yun 30/9/09

This is not a love story, this is a story about love.

2009-09-28T14:44:00.004+08:00

Jessica of The Veronicas <3
Seriously, I want a new album by them.
I love the "Hook Me Up" album a lot
but it would be nice for them to have a new album now. :)
Agree?

When I see this picture, it screams at me,
telling me to watch 500 days of Summer. Haha.
Oh, and I just found out that it's released on 8th of October!
YES!
Oh goody <3
I'm going to watch it before school starts! :D
I heard from some of my American friends that the movie was good.

On another note,
Wan Yin & I went to Swensen's on Saturday
to taste their 1 for 1 ice cream buffet.
The highlight of the trip is not the fact that I get to eat ice cream.
Lol but no.
It's the fact that I can finally get to chat and see my bestie after
so many months.. almost half a year I think.
She's pretty as always and I love her lovely outfit on that day. :)
The ice cream buffet is pretty good cause there's like a lot of flavours.
Both of us don't really like eating a lot of sweet food all at the same time.
To be honest, we both felt very full after eating.
I thought since it's only dessert, we won't feel so full right?
But no.
We felt very full.
Wan Yin ate quite a lot. Haha :P
I ate quite little >.<
I don't like eating a lot of cold & sweet stuff at once so yeah..
It's a fruitful trip though!
Wan Yin, I love the SS501 album!
Thank you very much. :D
Now "My Girl" is one of my favourite SS501 songs <3

"You can’t resist him. He’s in your bones.
He is your marrow and your ride home.
You can’t avoid him, he’s in the air,
in between molecules of oxygen and carbon dioxide.
Only in dreams, I see what it means, reach out a hand, hold tight to his.
But when we wake it’s all been erased, and so it seems only in dreams."
Words by - http://www.eletheowl.tumblr.com/

Let's be honest,
There are times when I miss you.
Even when you seem so far away,
You'll suddenly appear in my thoughts
And the memories of you start to linger in my mind.
Yeah, I miss you but it won't changes anything.

xoxo Hui Yun 28/9/09

You are the only exception.

2009-09-25T14:26:00.003+08:00

Alex Evans, my hero. <33333
Hahaha it's been so long since I last post his picture.

Sometimes.. you know.. you'll love the wrong person.
Or the person you like, doesn't really like you
and the person who you don't really like, likes you.
I bet the situation above sounds so similar.
Trust me, I've been through that before.
About love the wrong person stuff..
Wrong in loving him as in maybe he's too perfect in your eyes.
Or he's from a totally different world from you.
Both of you are like fire and ice.
Totally different and even if end up together,
one person will end up being unhappy.
I really think that, one person that I met is really just perfect.
Hmmm.. how to say?
He's just perfect.. you know?
Tall, dark, nice, soft and small eyes.
Hmm.. I think to other people he's quite good looking.
At the end of the day, looks fade but the character stays forever.
Perfect like you think you'll look too plain next to him.
Perfect like his skills, smartness, etc are too overwhelming.
He's well just perfect and I wish you well. :)
I used to have something like an addiction to someone.
Yeah.. but you know..
I don't know how, why, when it became an addiction.
It's the truth.
I just need him like a bad habit.
One that leaves me defenseless, dependent and alone.
I need that addiction everyday.
It came to the point where I don't feel happy
with a day when there's no him.
I don't know if he feel the same way.
I don't know if he needs me the same way I need him.
Oh, you don't know how bad that addiction was.
It's like Edward's deep, deep attraction for Bella's blood.
And hell no, I'm not a vampire.(Just saying.)
Except that I'm the vampire here and Bella is well, him. Lol.
You noticed the "was" right?
Yeah. I got over that need, that addiction.
That day where I finally got over it, is just like magic..
*Poof* and that need was gone.
I know it's gone because I felt much, much, much happier on that day.
Of course, without a factor to change it, it stays the same.
I'm really thankful for that change.

"And I'd study the science of you till I turned it into an art.
The way your atoms rub together.
Molecules colliding.
Chemistry building.
Explosions of heat and radiation.
Burning like a star at the end of the world"
- I Wrote This For You

SpongeBob Squarepants!!
xoxo Hui Yun 25/9/09

Your love is like a strong gust of wind, it blow me over.

2009-09-24T14:50:00.006+08:00

"Oh, I love you so."

Can't you see?
This is not what I meant.
This is not what I want.

I say that I won't touch you.
But my fingers are aching.
They long to touch you.

I say that I won't hold you in my arms.
But my lips quivered.
My hands kept on sha-sha-shaking.

I say that I won't kiss you.
But I am lying, even to myself.
The words that sipped out were of twisted meanings.

I say that I don't love you.
But my heart screams otherwise.
They beat for you and only you.

I told you to leave.
And you believed me.
As you run towards the opposite direction of me,
Tears were forming in my eyes.
My lips broke down into a sob.
My hands were reaching out, they yearn to hold you back.
But no, I can't do it.
I am not good enough for you.

© Hui Yun

Andrea Arcari <3
Yup.. the tiny little video on my blog is by Ms.White
and he's the one holding the mike.(duh)
As all of you might know by now,
I've created a tumblr site. :D
(shameless self promotion again)
Tumblr sites are so easy to use.
Very fast & a great site actually.
I recommend tumblr for blog lovers. :)
Paramore's new album is GREAT.
I've listened to it through Paramore.net
I reallyyy like "Careful" so I'll post the lyrics here.
Support Paramore!!

Paramore - Careful Lyrics

I sat on down
And twisted up front
The skies die
A smile whirl

You would have never known

I have it all
But not when I wanted
'Cause over me was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You make your way in
I resist you, just like this
You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So I did it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more
More
More
More
More

Open your eyes
Like I opened mine
It's only the real world
Life you will never know

Shifting your way
To throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But only for so long

You look like I did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal
And it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more
More
More
More
More

The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free, so I'll do it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out more
More
More
More
More

xoxo Hui Yun 24/9/09

Let me taste the salt that you breathe.

2009-09-24T14:38:00.001+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 24/9/09

I think about you all the time.

2009-09-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

I have just created a tumblr site!
It's mainly for pictures. :)
This blog is now mainly for words.
My diary entries.
Visit http://ibreathethesun.tumblr.com/ now!!(shameless self promoting.)

xoxo Hui Yun 23/9/09

I promise I won't kiss you but my lips break it.

2009-09-22T14:26:00.006+08:00

"In an all-boys school,
it was fun to dye my hair pink,
and if someone tried to beat me up,
instead of fighting back
I’d say ‘If you come any closer,
I’m gonna give you a kiss."
— Patrick Wolf
(http://fuckyeahindieboys.tumblr.com/post/174423961/in-an-all-boys-school-it-was-fun-to-dye-my-hair)

Coolest. Mike. Ever.
(It would be better if the string attached is in neon blue :D)

Choi Minho of SHINee <3
He's my favourite since I saw the "Amigo" video
and I was blown away by his stunning eyes.
Those eyes. *o*
Of course Taemin is the cutest in the group.
He dances quite well & he says very cute stuff. <3
More reasons to love SHINee.
"Scar" is a pretty good song if you want to listen to them. :)
I got so many pictures that I like! >.<
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
My blog is going to be flooded if I kept on adding pictures.
After which, officially, it will be a photo blog.
Not a personal blog with my own personal notes.
Maybe I'll start a tumblr blog just for the pictures..
Hmmm..
Back to what I was doing these days..
Friday:
I went to one spectacles shop at Bedok Interchange
to buy a new pair of glasses.
Ah.. yes. It's time for Hui Yun to buy new ones.
The old pair is like falling aparttttt.
I got a new pair which is so cool.
I love it. <3
Guess what's the colour? (Put answers in tagboard thanks.)
Sunday:
My whole family went to the temple at Bugis to pray.
Later on we went to eat breakfast.
I ate Laska. (Same as my sister.)
My Mum ate some Korean dish.
My Dad ate yong tao fu.
After which we went to buy books.(lol)
And yayyyyy I brought "The Lost Symbol" by Dan Brown!
I love his books. :D
Er.. it was pretty expensive though. $30+
I think it will be worth it!
Cause the first few pages are pretty interesting.
I can't wait to continue reading it! <3
If I have Blessthefall's and Mayday Parade's new albums,
my life will be 99% complete.

"I say that I won't touch you.
But my fingers are liars.
I tell you how I won't hold you.
But my arms are going to hell.
I promise I won't kiss you.
But my lips break it.
I let you know that I won't love you.
But my heart has no conscience.
And no part of me will apologise."
- I Wrote This For You

Words by I Wrote This For You
Picture by photobucket

- http://dressedinpoetry.tumblr.com/

xoxo Hui Yun 22/9/09

You're beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

2009-09-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 22/9/09

Alexa Chung, Alexa Chung, your style is love.

2009-09-21T18:33:00.003+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 21/9/09

I love Harry Potter & gang.

2009-09-21T18:12:00.008+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 21/9/09

I like how you can destroy me.

2009-09-18T15:29:00.004+08:00

Tony: I have something to tell you. I’m a twat,
I don’t know why I’m like this, maybe I can change. I can change.
You’re the only one. The truth is, the truth is I love you.

Luca Pasqualino of Skins

Mitch Hewer of Skins

Remember Mitch Hewer?
He's also from Skins.
Skins looks like a pretty interesting show.. so
I want to watch Skins!!
Now that there's plenty of time to waste,
I'll waste it on watching shows. :P
I tend to write too much.. =X
1st "Paper Creases" next "I Like How You Can Destroy Me"
Then now.. a new one.
I like to write to express my thoughts and
when an idea pops out, the rest of it comes naturally.

"You Weren't Mine To Begin With"

You told me you love me
Then you said it's just a game.
You write my name over and over again
Then you cancelled all of them.
You taught me what love is,
Then you taught me how to break someone's heart.
You told me you're my everything,
Then you decided that it's not the same.
You told me to stay forever
Then you pushed me away.
You almost destroy me
but I survived.

© Hui Yun

xoxo Hui Yun 18/9/09

Let’s react as violently as an alkaline.

2009-09-17T13:43:00.008+08:00

"I Like How You Can Destroy Me"

Boy,
Walk over.
Walk towards me.

I like the way you glance at me,
Like I'm puzzle that's hard to solve.
I like the way you smile,
How the edges of your mouth will curl up.
I sort of hate you because
Your smile can knock the breath out of me.

Boy,
Walk over.
Walk closer to me.

If you do,
I swear my heart will set off like alarms
and my stomach will be twisted in knots over you.
I'll find that my lungs doesn't work as
it wouldn't inhale and exhale normally.

Boy,
Walk over.
Walk right next to me.

If you do,
Please take my hands and hold it tightly.
Hold it in a way which will make me feel
As if you've been holding them since forever.
I'm sure when we touch,
Your hands will send electric currents to my skin.
Oh yes, it will destroy me.
I'd rather you destroy me with your touch than have you stay away from me.

Boy,
Walk over.
Walk right next to me.
Stand so close that the gap between us doesn't exist anymore.
I want to collect all the stars in the universe,
Collect them and fill your night sky with millions of stars.
Collect them so that you won't feel so lonely anymore.
I will hold you so tightly and promise not to let you go.
I want your lips on mine.
If you kiss me, I'm sure time will stood still.

© Hui Yun

I just like the picture.
Not really related to the song..

"I'm Yours Tonight" lyrics by The Academy Is..

Forever alone until I found you,
and now you're always there;
voice on the air, scent on my clothes.
Oh, but when the sun exposes all my demons, will you stay or run away?

I'll help you find your way every moment you're awake.
You know I'll stay, even in your dreams
I'll pull the stars down from the heavens to fill your empty skies
I'm yours tonight.

Wherever you go, they say I'm bad news.
When every one agrees, whispers start sounding like screams.
Oh, but i know what you want to say before the words escape your teeth.
Will you trust in me?

My good intentions can leave the hardest hearts,
the harshest scars you've ever seen.
My bad impressions they follow me, making enemies that I can't see.

Forever alone, until I found you.
I know that you'll stay.
You won't run away.

Such a sweet song!
I freaking love the lyrics :D
Especially: I'll pull the stars down from the heavens to fill your empty skies.
Lalala~
Project Runway 6 tonight!
Remember to watch!

xoxo Hui Yun 17/9/09

You've a smile that punches straight to the spinal cord.

2009-09-16T14:52:00.007+08:00

http://owlsaid.tumblr.com/
O.O
OME!! Candies! Lots & lots & lots of them.
I want to try them all ;)
Sugar overload! Lalala~

Project Runway Season 6 is starting on this Wednesday!
It's at 10PM on channel 5. Oh yay.
It's my addiction. <3
I'll watch this even though it's at the same timing as "You're My Destiny".
Duh.. who cares about Destiny.. when there's Project Runway?
Team Project Runway!
I'm sorry if I kept on updating my blog =X
I'm still recovering from sore throat
thus I need to stay in till I've fully recover.
I hate people who smoke..
I wish all smokers could just stop smoking all at once!
So damn selfish..
They are giving us lung cancer
even though they are the ones who is smoking.

"Paper Creases"

You see,
I'm like a piece of paper.
I bend and fold at your request.
When you look closely,
You can see that the bending and folding
left creases on the paper.
Creases that can never ever be erased.
It's like you've left a scar on me.

I gave back the necklace you asked me to keep.
I throw all those folded hearts into the sea.
I cut up all the love letters into pieces that can never be replace.
I set my heart on the delete mode
and aim to forget you.

© Hui Yun

xoxo Hui Yun 16/9/09

Let’s fall in love. Let’s fall out of ordinary. I think we could be something magical.

2009-09-15T17:31:00.005+08:00

"Once i thought that love was something i could never do
Never knew that i could feel this much
but this yearning in the deep part of my heart for you
is more than a reaction to your touch
it's a perfect passion and i can't get enough"
-- brooks and dunn

xoxo Hui Yun 15/9/09

We'll always about to destroy each other.

2009-09-14T14:36:00.005+08:00

FYI: Lisa is the black hair one and Jessica is the blond one. :)
Such pretty girls. Role models.

I love these lyrics:

BLUEST ROSE

"I love your Veins, so pretty inside..
I couldn’t help but breath in your lies.
I understand you, you understand me.
There are no words that need to be spoken,
Prying eyes who think its our fault when,
I fell..for you.
Is it ok if I kiss you? Push you against the wall..
Is it ok if I miss you? At the end of it all..
Because I never felt for a second that it was wrong..
But for so long I couldn’t sing a song, about our love..Bluest Rose.
….We both knew it was over before it ever really Begun."
.
.
-Jessica (http://jessicaveronica.tumblr.com)
Yes. It's by Jessica of The Veronicas. :)
I love her blog. (Not to mention her songs. <3)
It's cool with lots of cute pictures & wicked videos.
Haha. I want their new album!

I've tried to say it a thousand different ways.
I've tried twisting the words inside out
and doubling them back over onto themselves.
I've tried coming up with words in different languages,
because maybe they have words for this thing
(I couldn't say what it is)
that we're missing in this one.
I've tried saying the same words over and over again
in hopes that this time they'll mean what I want them to mean.
I've tried writing it down and spelling it out
and stressing each syllable across intercontinental static.
I've filled up pages and pages of paper with
what I'm trying to say, but never with what I mean to say.
Maybe it annoyed you in the end.
Maybe I should just stop.
Words - Loren Barnes
Picture: photobucket

Ah huh.. deep words.
Sometimes you just want to get those feelings down.
Those feelings which you have for that special one..
but damn.. you just freaking don't know how to express it out.
You try and try and try but still poof.. nothing comes out.
I get that type of mood/feelings before.. Sometimes I just
have to use the close word to it in order to let the person understands.
If I can not be sick near to 10th October I will go for this:
Lee Minho will drop by Singapore for
a 2D1N trip on 10th October,
and it will be a pretty packed schedule,
incorporating a fanmeeting.
He will be in Singapore to officiate at the
opening ceremony for the second Etude House outlet
(for which he models) at Ion Orchard.
I so want to go!!!!!!!!
I want to see one of the F4!
(Even though it's not my favourite one but still..)
There will be a hell load of people though.
Children, Teenagers, Fan girls(OME), Aunties, Grannies.
The fan girls gonna kill us all. Lol.
Hmmmm.. my camera mega pixels considered not bad..
If I know the timing, I'd go..(i guess)
*Checks calendar*
It's a Saturdayyyyyyyyy. :O
Somemore it's at Orchard Ion.
Ahhhhhhh.
I'll drag my mum along & my cute little sister.

Oh and I adore cartoon bats ;)
xoxo Hui Yun 14/9/09

Her prince finally came to save her.

2009-09-13T21:06:00.006+08:00

I can look anywhere in the world but at you.
And it hurts to look anywhere in the world but at you.
- I Wrote This For You

The story goes on like these:
I fall in love with the Twilight Saga(FTW) all over again when I read Eclipse
and then Breaking Dawn. :D I didn't want to read New Moon cause the movie is
coming out..(7/12/09!) I want to forget some things
in the book & just go and watch the movie.
I'm still Team Edward. I can't get enough of him apparently.
He's the new Romeo.

Some updates on my life.
It's a pretty simple & normal life = boring. So don't yawn thanks :P
I went to my cousin's house on Saturday to 'babysit' her house
as she's busy on that day.
The main thing is to wait for the deliveryman to deliver the desired products.
By the way, her house is simply beautiful. :)
It's like a hotel suite in my opinion.
Lovely black leather sofa, lovely wallpaper, sleek black kitchen cabinets.
It's a real lovely day because her house is super nice & all.
Plus I get to eat Pasta Mania(love, love, love)
Treat me to Pasta Mania and you'll be my most favourite person on Earth.
I love "Brick By Boring Brick"!!!
I love Paramore!!!!!!!!
Ba da ba da ba~

xoxo Hui Yun 13/9/09

It hurts to look anywhere in the world but at you.

2009-09-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

http://trustyourheart.tumblr.com/post/166758526/you-want-to-know-how-great-my-love-is-count-the

Oh yay.
I got a new blog skin baby. :D
My playlist doesn't work anymore..(don't really know why)
so I use youtube's videos.
I wanted to put "Brick By Boring Brick" by Paramore
but I can't find a good video for that song. =/
That song is much nicer than "Ignorance". I am not saying that "Ignorance"
isn't nice. It IS nice.. but Brick... is better <3
If anyone find one good video of that song at youtube,
please sent me the link! Thanks :D
Anyways the song is "Scar" by SHINee. <3
I adore this song!
The meaning behind this song is really brillant.
It's a sad song but it's by SHINee so it makes a (huge) difference.
I got fever..again... due to this stupid illness.. I can't go Orchard Ion today.
I think it must be because of the Tampines 1 trip on last Friday or something.. >.<
Shi Fu, Kian Hwee & I have already planned this trip in advance but..
due to my fever they decided to postpone it.
I don't want them to postpone this trip.. however
Kian Hwee says it won't be so fun without you(how sweet)
thus they decided to arrange it on another day instead.
I hope to get better soon :(

"Brick By Boring Brick" lyrics by Paramore

(Warning: Brilliant lyrics ahead)

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolves gonna blow it down

With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't see it with your eyes
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
Cause if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

"I would so love to take your confusion, your anxiety, your loss,
your hardships, your pain, put them all in a box,
tie it with a bow, and return to sender."

xoxo Hui Yun 11/9/09

Oh, beautiful.

2009-09-09T15:06:00.004+08:00

Le love part 2 <33333

Mitch Hewer. <3

xoxo Hui Yun 9/9/09

You're my kind of beautiful.

2009-09-09T13:57:00.006+08:00

Le love part one. <33333

Lindsay Lohan

Hanna Beth

xoxo Hui Yun 9/9/09

You burned me wtih your touch & it hurts so bad whenever you're not around.

2009-09-07T16:15:00.004+08:00

Their heads fell apart into sleep like the two halves
of a lopped melon, but love is hard to stop.
In their entwined sleep they exchanged arms and legs.
In their dreams their brains took each other hostage.
In the morning they wore each other’s face.
- Ted Hughes, Lovesong

My photo blog for today.
Plus one great song from SHINee(love you guys!!!)
Well... I find a lot of nice pictures from photobucket.
So I wanted to put them here.
Like an online gallery :)
More entries about my life laterrrr on.
Good luck Jackie on your 'hanging out' :P

xoxo Hui Yun 7/9/09

You're my kind of fairytale.

2009-09-06T20:07:00.002+08:00

http://owlsaid.tumblr.com

One day you fall for this boy.
And he touches you with his fingers.
And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth.
And it hurts when you look at him.
And it hurts when you don’t.
And it feels like someone’s cut you open with a jagged piece of glass.
— The Tracey Fragments

xoxo Hui Yun 6/9/09

090110 Taemin Sexyback Solo on 100% Entertainment

2009-09-04T12:22:00.001+08:00

Write me a love song.

2009-09-04T11:25:00.005+08:00

http://wildfoxphotoshoots.blogspot.com/

It's so disappointing when the person you thought
you can trust with your life is actually a liar.
That person doesn't mean what she/he have said.
She/he treat it lightly,
never thought she/he would hurt you.
It doubts your judgement on people.
Makes you upset.
My mood has been like that since I knew the truth.
Pretty mood-less.(Is that even a word?)
How can you be like this?
I thought I know you..
but actually all these while you were just lying.
Maybe some parts were the truth but once you started
with such a huge lie everything else that you've said,
I treat it as if they were all lies.
Those lies burned me you know?
I can't even trust you anymore.
And now.. I don't believe a single damn thing that you've said.
Forgive and forget?
This might take some time.
Maybe I'd bury myself with those lies forever.
Make peace with it & accept that you are a liar.
I can't change you so I'll change my mindset of how I think of you.

Exams are so blah.
MBT, the questions are so unexpected.. what DNA replication? =X
I studied so hard for Translation and it didn't come up.. damn.
The teacher didn't give tips at all.....
Cell Tech? Hahahahahahahahahaha....
10 SAQ.
All freaking 'easy'.
Year 2 is really tough.. :(
I agree with you Kian Hwee.

Let's change the mood.
Spice things up a bit.
I love "You're my Destiny" on channel U at 10PM
on every Monday to Friday. :D
The show rocks!!
The lead actor act pretty well.
I was impressed.
SHINee is my favourite Korean band now. :)
I love ALL of them <3
Haha but of course when you like a band, you'll have favourites sometimes.
:P
Minho & Taemin are my favourites! 2min forever!
I love Minho's eyes.
Such stunning eyes.
I love Taemin's moves.. the Sexyback dance was woah.
I'll post the video later. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 4/9/09

We could mix like a disease. And if we do, I hope we never get better.

2009-09-03T13:09:00.004+08:00

"In the end, it’s still best to wait for the one we want
rather than settle for what’s available.
It’s still best to wait for the one you love
rather than to settle for the one who’s around.
It’s still best to wait for the right person,
because life’s too short to waste on the wrong one."

I'm back!
I will fully describle what I've been doing the past few weeks on.......
tomorrow or on hmmmmm.. Sunday.
Haha.
Leave the boring part for another day.
Cause, I'm off to watch THJ a Korean show on youtube.
Bye :P
P.s. I love the pictures in this post. <3

xoxo Hui Yun 3/9/09

I may not always love you but as long as there are stars above you, you never need to doubt it.

2009-08-14T20:24:00.006+08:00

And you taught me what this feels like.
And then how it feels to lose it.
And you showed me who I wanted.
And then who I wasn't.
And you ticked every box.
And then drew a line.
And you weren't mine to begin with.
And then not to end with.
And you looked like everything I wanted.
And then became something I hated.
And you get thought of every day.
And then not in a good way.
And you let me leave.
And then wish I'd stayed.
And you almost killed me.
But I didn't die.
- I Wrote This For You

"God Only Knows"

“I may not always love you
but as long as there are stars above you
you never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I'd be without you
if you should ever leave me
though life would still go on believe me
the world could show nothing to mes
o what good would living do me
God only knows what I'd be without you.”
- The Beach Boys

I loveee the cute bear picture.
Hehe.
I love Taemin and Minho of SHINee.
2 Min!
Lol random =X
I won't be posting till 3rd of September.
Pre exams period now.. so need to study, study, studyyyy!
JIA YOU to all my friends!
Oh my god.
Darlings, just press hold "Ctrl" button at the same time press "F5"..
then all your fonts changing problems when posting is all solved!
Till then, bye.
Got to study.
Wish me luck darlings ;D

xoxo Hui Yun 14/8/09

I love you.

2009-08-05T20:19:00.004+08:00

xoxo Hui Yun 5/8/09

You are the substance, the very material my dreams are made of.

2009-08-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

My favourite Asian star. :D
Kim Hyun Joong!
Most perfect guy ever.
KHJ fighting~
I really support lots of Korean/Japanese bands nowadays.
For Korean bands is mainly K Pop.
For Japanese bands are metal/hard rock kinds.
I have to say I really like Japanese bands' clothing style!
Very cool and unique. :)
Their head banging factor is 5/5.
Hehehe. Awwww.. love them!
I want all these albums ASAP:
(In order)
1) Blessthefall
2) Mayday Parade
3) Hopes Die Last
4) Paramore
5) The Used
Please!

To wake up next to you.
And confirm that the images I saw on the
back of my eyelids seconds before, have all been made real.
- I Wrote This For You

SHINee picture :P
SHINee fighting! SS501 fighting!

Hey guys..
First, it's been almost two weeks since I 'properly' blog.
You might have noticed that I only posted songs for the last two post.
I've been busy.. and not only that..
I'm sick.
Fever? Yes.
Flu? Slight one.
Cough? Yeah.
Sore throat? Yeah.
But no worries, I'm free from fever, sore throat and flu.
Now the only problem is the phelgm in my throat!
It's making me cough, cough, cough. >.<
Didn't went to school from Monday to Wednesday..
Missed lots of lessons but really no choice.
I'm too sick to pay full attention to the classes. T.T
Really thank you so much, Kian Hwee and Pamela.
For the concern, care and notes for copying!
Haha.
Love you guys! :)
The practical test is finally over!!
Hahahahahaha.
I swear my hands were shaking during the entire process.
I couldn't hold the tubes properly.. but I think I did not that bad.
Hehe.
Luckily I discovered my mistake before I screw everything up.
Ms Leong even said "you almost made a mistake, luckily you were
fast enough to cover up" >.<
So phewwwwwwww.
Lucky me. :P
Must really thank the gods above.
Good luck Shi Fu for your practical test next week.

I burnt my tongue on you. Now I've lost all sense of taste. Or decency.
- I Wrote This For You

You know what I want?
I want to be someone’s reason for waking up,
someone’s reason for going through another day.
Just once, I want to be the one being wished for,
I want a guy to say to himself, ‘I’m so lucky to have her.’
To put it simply, I want to be someone’s everything.
— Erin Michelle

Best words ever.
This is what I always wanted too.

xoxo Hui Yun 1/8/09

I try to avoid you, you are the worst person for me. But you are a drug, and I'm fully addicted.

2009-07-26T14:08:00.003+08:00

The Maine - "Into Your Arms" lyrics.

There was a new girl in town.
She had it all figured out. (Had it all figured out)
And I'll state something rash.
She had the most amazing....smile.
I bet you didn't expect that.
But she made me change my ways. (She made me change my ways)
With eyes like sunsets baby.
And legs that went on for days.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

She made her way to the bar.
I tried to talk to her.
But she seemed so far. (She seems so far)
Outta my league.
I had to find a way to get her next to me.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Oh she's slippin' away.
I always freeze when I'm thinking of words to say.
All the things she does.
Make it seem like love.
If it's just a game. (Just a game)
Then I like the way that we play.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

I'm pretty sick..
Cough and fever. =X
So.. another song for this post. :P
Hopefully faster get well before my practical test on Thursday!

xoxo Hui Yun 26/7/09

I just can't help it, I’m so tangled up in you.

2009-07-22T14:08:00.003+08:00

"...And Then The Liver Screamed 'HELP!'" lyrics by Chiodos.

Covered up by the dim, and cloudy sky,
The moon is nowhere to be found tonight
And the sun,

Now, I’ve been drinking all night,
Trying to get rid of this pain in my side
I can hear my organs screaming out

(they're screaming out)
We will kill ourselves to save ourselves
(they're screaming out)
And I’ll watch them violently drift away

well, it’s hiding on the other side of the world somewhere,
Making someone’s day so much brighter
And well, for you, you're wherever the sunlight is
And well, for you, you're wherever the sunlight is

Now, I’ve been drinking all night
Trying to get rid of this pain in my side
I can hear my organs screaming out

(they're screaming out)
We will kill ourselves to save ourselves
(they're screaming out)
and I’ll watch them violently drift away

Now I’m melting to the floor, and I’m staring straight ahead
Swimming in empty bottles
I’m just trying to catch my breath

Now, I’ve been drinking all night
Trying to get rid of this pain in my side
I can hear my organs screaming out

Believe this, believe what I say.
And I just can’t help it,
And i just can't help it,
I’m so tangled up in you.

Song that completely suits my situation.
I'm the addict and you're the addiction.
By the way, I don't smoke or drink.
You're just harming yourself when doing that.

xoxo Hui Yun 22/7/09

I'll spend a million nights, just like tonight. Just to scream your name at the sky, until I lost my voice.

2009-07-19T13:11:00.009+08:00

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence,
I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.
— Robert Sexton

"Be Nice To Me Please" - SS501 solo collection by Kim Hyun Joong

Sorry Oh My Girl
You’ve changed too much
Oh My Girl
You know me the best
Do not deceive me
Cause I know your everything

The whole translation of the song is pretty weird.. still..
it's a pretty rad song. I love it. :D
I guess maybe because it's from Korean to English.. so the words &
meaning of the lyrics doesn't really match..
You have to bear with me dear blog
cause I'm so into the Korean fever right now.
KimHyunJoong,BoysOverFlowers,SS501,SHINee,DBSK.
I even brought SS501's latest album for $28.90. Lol.
Hahahahahahahaha!
No joke here!
It's true.
I loveeeee the album art & the pictures inside. :P
I must confess that some of the
Korean songs made me feel like dozing off. =X
No offense!
I think they are very hardworking people.
I respect and love them.
:)
Some of the songs were too slow for my taste and
after all, I'm a full time rocker. :P
Paramore, The Devil Wears Prada(!!!!!) still works for me.
I still love Jeremy DePoyster, Hayley Williams & Danny Stills.
Go rock/post hardcore/metal bands!!
It has been almost two long years
since I started going into the deeper roots of rock music
and I love every single minute of it.

"Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
and if you take that last step,
I'll follow you.
Leave the edge and fly, we're finally alive."
- We The Kings

I love that song and those 'oh-so-true' lyrics.
In any parts of life,
we should be daring enough to take a step
even through a very rocky path.
If we fall, at least we've tasted failure and we'll be able to learn
a great lesson from it. If we succeed, then we're flying high. :)

Just watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince on Friday.
Pretty good movie.
Can't wait for the last two movies!!
I love the starting where the Death Eaters invade the world.
Oh and the part where Dumbledore went on a trip with Harry.
Do watch HP!!!
Inspirations:

I know, i know.
No bright colours Hui Yun?
Yeah.
I love neutral colours~
The 2nd picture is my favourite.

"I sometimes wish I could talk to you without having feelings come back.
I try to avoid you, you are the worst person for me.
But you are a drug, and I'm fully addicted."

Well.. the sentence above hit me close to home.
Love is worth the fight.
Worth the wait.
Worth the time.
Find someone who will remember the little details,
Like your favourite colours and bands/actor.
Find someone who loves you for who you are
and they won't try to change you.
:)

xoxo Hui Yun 19/7/09

You stole my heart away and you're not giving it back.

2009-07-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

Look at you, like a new tattoo.
Because I might not always have you
but I'll have the feeling of you for the rest of my life.
- I Wrote This For You

Gfhfrhjyjyjuhhhh.
I'm so tired!
Must be due to the lack of sleep or
not yet used to the 'going back to school timing'.
Either way this wouldn't stop my current addiction for Korean fever.
I reallyyy don't know the exact reason behind all these addictions..
but I think some of the reasons are:
1) Kim Hyun Joong's talent.
Well.. he can act cute perfectly, act cool perfectly,
act prince charming perfectly, act a killer perfectly.
I got the proof for all those claims darling.
You just need to ask me for the links ;)
I've seen a lot of his videos... that's why I know.
When I said a lot, it's really a lot. :O
Haha.
He can also dance and sing pretty well.
Especially dancing. He's super good in this.
He's just.... PERFECT.
Perfect with a full stop.
But he always look so tired. Rest more Kim Hyun Joong!
I've some news that SS501 might be coming to Singapore in December.
Yayyyyyy!
I'll be going if they really come!
I'll learn all their songs just for the concert! :D
2) *Ehem* Boys Over Flowers
The show is just amazing.
:D
I'm sure most Singaporeans are crazy over this show too right?
I know I am.
Korean stars are just talented.
They can host/act/sing brilliantly.
Back to my own life,
after exams is back to work time.
Assignments filling up my desk,
Reports to do and exams to take soon.
1 word, busy.
Oh. Alex Evans' birthday is coming soon.
Hmmmm.. maybe I'll make something for my idol?
Hmmmm...

When you are together with someone you really really like,
you would feel so happy that you feel like you're flying.
Everyday felt like a dream.
And if he choose to walk out one day,
at least you've some sweet memories to remember by.
Even if the ending is bitter,
at least for once in your life,
he's yours.
That's what I think.
When you have someone close,
you must cherish every single moment of it.

"Million years"

"Whenever you drop by,
I'll grab your hands and place them into mine's.
I'm sure you would smile
and I'll force my brain to remember forever how your smile looked like.
I would breathe you like sunshine into my lungs,
forcing out the darkness inside my heart.
I'll bring you to all my secret spots
and show you the reason why I love them so much.
When you're not looking, I would kiss you on the lips
so that I can caught you by surprise.
Till death do us apart is nothing,
when I know I could hold you for a million years
if you let me to."
© Hui Yun

Whoever you are,
I promise to treat you this way. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 15/7/09

He's like a ghost that keeps you up all night and he'll be a secret you can keep. Keep me, keep me.

2009-07-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

So yes, we could kiss. I could kiss you and you could kiss me.
There's no science, plane ticket or clock stopping us.
But if we kiss, it will end the world.
And I've ended the world before.
No one survived.
Least of all me.
- I Wrote This For You

"Ignorance" by Paramore is finally out!!!!
The song gets nicer & nicer each time I listen to it. :D
I love Paramore!!
Sorry I'm quite slow because on the song release date,
I was having exams.. >.<
& I didn't update for yeah.. I know ages!
Exams & homework are keeping me busy so I rarely update.
>.<
Year 2 is pretty hectic for me..
but I'll work hard!
I'll try my best. :)
Argh... tomorrow have to present! =X
My throat not feeling so well now.. yikes.
I love, love, love Kim Hyun Joong!!
He said something among the lines of this:
"If I fall in love with a girl, it will be a 'Till death do us apart thing'."
Awwwwwwwww.. He's so sweet!
Just like his character in Boys Over Flowers.
I love his character in the show the most!
Sorry Lee Min Ho!
By the way,
Happy belated birthday to
Wan Yin, Ricky panpig
& advance happy birthday to Kian Hwee!!!!!!!
Love you guys!!

"Don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear its all my fault
cause you know were not the same
oh we're not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
its good

you treat me just like another stranger
well its nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend"

The "Ignorance" lyrics is great right? :)
I loveeeeeeeee the lyrics.
Paramore is awesome!

Last Friday, I went to Marche at Vivocity to have my dinner.
I tell you, the food there was soooooooo damn awesome!
The steak's soooooo yummy,
the ice cream is so tasty... ahhhhhhhh!
Yum, yum.. X)
The restaurant reminds me of the Australia farm trip..
Oh memories! How I love them.
The restaurant is definitely worth a visit!

The best kind of love is when you always felt like you’re in a dream
and you’ve to pinch yourself constantly to see whether you’re awake.
- Hui Yun

I believe in waiting now.
Waiting is good.
Healthy.
Things happen when you don't expect them to.
& the quote above by me? I totally believe in it.
It's the type of love that makes you go all dreamy
& feel so blessed to have that person in your world.
I can be your saviour and you can be mine.
We can be each other's hero/heroine.
I'll catch you when you fall.
Till death do us apart.

xoxo Hui Yun 12/7/09

I'm your saint, will you be my saviour?

2009-07-01T13:53:00.005+08:00

Best words ever.
Completely agree with those words.

xoxo Hui Yun 1/7/09

You're so beautiful.. such a beautiful disaster.

2009-06-27T16:06:00.005+08:00

I've been walking for days and days.
Walking towards the place where
I came to a rest under the blanket of stars covering the night sky.
The stars can be so beautiful,
but you know something?
You put the stars to shame.

Love conquers all -- even a barrage of gunfire.

The huge words above is the message from "21 Guns"
I proper love Green Day's new song "21 Guns".
It's such a nice/amazing/great song.
It can be in the list of best songs of 2009. :]
I don't really listen to a lot of Green Day unfortunately.. D:
but.. this song is woahhhhh amazing.
No..
it's not really about a person shooting people with 21 guns..
It's not really about guns..
It's not about 21..
It's about... well..
read the lyrics yourself! :P

Heart Shape made out of NERDS.
Yummy candy by the way, those Wonka candies.
No school for next week.
Thanks Kian Hwee once again for informing me. :DDD
Oh 1 more week so good?
No... it has disadvantages too.
One disadvantage = need to complete homework before exams start!
Anyway I left MBT homework to do..
I swear it will take me at least 2 full days to complete it. D:
A very good thing is happening soon!
Well.. make it two good things!
Paramore's new single is coming out on 7 July
& Harry Potter new movie in 16 July!!
YESSSSS.
July is going to be amazinggg.
I can already smell the excitement in the air.
See this Paramore fans:
http://twitter.com/yelyahwilliams/status/2355128674

"21 Guns" - Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Does someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i

Love these photos!
Emma Watson is so gorgeous.
:)
Erm well...... the clothes are lovely too. Ehem.

xoxo Hui Yun 27/6/09

Boy, you've got me buried with your every move.

2009-06-23T12:45:00.005+08:00

It's three in the morning and I'm still not sleeping
Cause I'm finally running your race
The mountains you've been climbing seem like they have steepened
Since I decided to pick up the pace

If the whole world told me I should disappear
Could I fall right next to you?
Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me through the day
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

So don't look back the hourglass is running empty
You've got me buried with your every move
Your fine lines have me at a loss of memory
I'm right beside you in an empty room

If the whole world told me I should disappear
Could I fall right next to you?
Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me through the day
And it's so hard to catch your feelings
When you always run away
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

You're making it hard
For me to just start
Over like we're new
Oh the whole world told me I should disappear
Cause I'm falling in love with you
Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby let burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me through the day
And it's so hard to catch your feelings
When you always run away
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

- "Burn The Night Away" by There For Tomorrow
Go listen the song!!!
It's freaking awesome. :D
"You've got me buried with your every move.
Your fine lines have me at a loss of memory.."
You're awesome.

"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...
it's about learning how to dance in the rain."
- Maika

xoxo Hui Yun 23/6/09

I'll be your Bella, you'll be my Edward and we'll live happily ever after.

2009-06-16T15:33:00.003+08:00

"Even though she doesn't believe in love,
he's determined to call her bluff.
Who could deny these butterflies?"
- "Remembering Sunday" by All Time Low

I've been doing nothing much these days..
It's like holiday mood already! :X
But I still got study.. a little bit.
Will study more later.
Jia you to all my polys friends!!!!
Jia you for CT. :)
I'm addicted to DBSK. Oh My Edward.
Thank you hor Shi Fu :P
Anyways they are a reallyyyy good band.
Cannot deny that.
They deserved the title of best Asian band.
Don't you worry though, I still love my loud music.
Hehe :P
More later. Busy now.
Bye.

"You taught and turned me into what I am with fire and steel
and hurt and hate because that's what happened to you.
But I will teach and turn with love and kindness.
I will kill your spiral."
- I Wrote This For You

He's a thief.
He stole my heart away just by one look.
And oh..
Just like magic, it changes everything.
xoxo Hui Yun 16/6/09

The air was so bitter and only your lips could make it sweeter.

2009-06-10T17:15:00.007+08:00

I promise you, we’ll keep this heart beating
if i have to use all the band aids and bits of tape in the world.
More discovery of myself.
I've discovered that:
Crazy is my middle name.
Black, white, grey and blue colours are what I always wear.
(I don't like the brightness of pink, yellow, red.)
I pretty much want to sing out a song if
it's my favourite or
when listening to my favourite song on my ipod.
But I can't.
I can't sing on the train..
Unless you help me book a whole train. :P
I'm really in love......
in love with Maika's voice. Ahhhhhhhhhhh.
He's damn awesome.
I think Danny Stills is such an awesome screamer.
Drop Dead, Gorgeous is nothing without him.
Eating yogurt is my latest food addiction.
I eat them every single week!
I love lots & lots of cool black colour clothes.
(Like the ones in the picture above. <3)

Looking at all the three pictures above..
Make me want to grow back my hair.
Long hairrrrr :)
Personally I really love short hair.
Easy to maintain.. but it will be so nice to try another style.
Hmmmmmm..
I'm so gladdddd that holidays is in 3 days time.
Woot!!!! :D
I can relax & go shopping for a few days before studying for CT.
Watch Boys Over Flowers!
(Hello, Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong)
These two weeks are stress zones.
Homework so difficult to do & so many deadlines to meet.
It's like hell.
Luckily there's my favourite blogs to entertain me.
Oh yeah.
New song lyrics.
OH YEAH.
Wan Yin's birthday in a month's time.
Lalalalalalala. <33333333

"Can't Fight Biology" by Drop Dead, Gorgeous

I’ve had you so many times that I’m getting addicted

This is slaughter
I can’t touch her
You wear me out
You wear me out

And I know that it’s a mistake
My body’s lonely I know that it’s a mistake

Gripping the blade ‘til it cuts through
I tried to hide you
And that’s not fair gripping my heart
You’re a lush and your tongue’s always tainted
You’re an artist
You’re so overrated
Running and running away

It served its purpose
It’s not your perspective
It’s mine
It’s only getting worse by the hour
It’s only substance to pass the time
A meaning that lacks no meaning at all
Still revolving around its center
Without ever caring or wondering why
I know it’s just me and my wandering mind
A terrible thing to waste
And a terrible thing to hide
Still I’m afraid to be someone I’m not
I can’t change the presence it’s all that I got

Down on your knees you look so good
With a face like that it’s hard to go wrong
If you love me to pieces, the pieces fit
And this all was about you

Oh my god.
I love these lyrics.
So deep and nice. :)
The title totally fits.

Hot Asian guys.
Prepare to swoon. XD
Not only they are handsome, they are talented. :)
Boys Over Flowers?
DBSK?
SS501?
Yeah. Now, you get the meaning of it.

"When it comes to love, you need not fall but rather surrender,
surrender to the idea that you must love yourself
before you can love another.
You must absolutely trust yourself
before you can absolutely trust another
and most importantly you must accept your flaws
before you can accept the flaws of another."
— Philosophy: Falling in Love

xoxo Hui Yun 10/6/09

And in that moment, I swear that we were infinite.

2009-06-07T19:13:00.006+08:00

"Two Birds, One Stone" - Drop Dead, Gorgeous

Love is what we got
A terrible mistake
This bedroom has caught on fire
and killed two birds with one stone
a terrible love song
you sang it so sweet

If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in it
If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in hell

love is what i lost
we had a connection
This feeling has gone too far
and killed two birds with one stone
a terrible love song
you sang it so sweet

If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in it
If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in hell

You told me you'd keep this between us
But
If you're so sorry
I hope you're happy
You slung your tongue
At me
You're wrong

If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in it
If I ever see you again
And this gun is loaded
You'll sleep in hell
You'll sleep in hell

I simply adore this song. :)
Love the "you'll sleep in hell" part..
Yeah.
I'm brutal.
Lol.
Much love to Danny Stills,
Your screams/singing is simply drop dead, gorgeous.
I just love the way you do your thing.
It's just mind-blowing.
I'm so in love with your new album,
that I ignored Eyes Set To Kill's (also new) album for days..
Hmmm.. almost a week's time! (Oh my goshhh)

"You’ll be my Romeo , I'll be your Juliet ,
we'll be so beautiful ... so dead."
- Jackie aka 1 of my most favourite person on Earth. <3333333

I want to escape to some beautiful faraway place
and stay there forever,
but I need someone to accompany me..
Will you be my saviour?
What's up with all those dead stuff & "you'll sleep in hell" stuff?
:X
I also don't know....
It's like now I'm at the New Moon mood.
(I've watched too many New Moon trailers, both fan-made and official)
All moody..
Bad mood nowadays..
Being confused about stuff..
Like lost my direction..
Don't know which way to go.. sigh....
I feel so ..... cause it's the first time I've been so confused.
Confused about a thing that I'm usually pretty sure of.
I can't control my feelings for certain things..
but the thing is.. is it a good thing or bad?
I have many dreams for us.. a lot, a lot.
A lot of things that I want/wish/hope to do with you.
I guess is your absence during that time &
my busy schedule and all those craziness
that separates me from you.
Ihatethis.
Being busy and all, takes my mind away from stuff.
Need to think it through.. and breathe!
Wake up, the first thing I think about is homework,
Dreaming of homework,
Eating also thinking of homework,
All things are related to homework! =.=
I'm so glad that the holidays are coming..
I could buy the bands tees that I always wanted,(Finally :D)
Relax a bit,
And finally get the time to revise for my common test!
Oh.. on a positive note
I loveeeeeeee Boys Over Flowers!
Lee Min Ho is so sweet in that show! <333333
The way he helped the female lead in that show makes me all teary..
He's such a sweet guy. :)
At least this guy more realistic than Edward Cullen *ehem*
But Edward is still my favourite!

I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better
the one that makes you say,
‘my life has changed since I met her.’
xoxo Hui Yun 7/6/09

Tell me that there's a faint rush in your heart when my eyes meet yours.

2009-06-04T17:31:00.009+08:00

New Moon pictures. Ooh la la.

"Inhale, exhale.
In this world, she breathes for love.
She find courage within her to love and be loved.
To say "I love you" and mean it,
To say "You're the greatest thing ever" and mean it,
To love someone with all her heart and
give what she can offer without wanting anything in return
Needs courage and selflessness.
She got that.
She got that fire inside of her.
All we need is love."

I'm a yogurt addict!
Oh add in chocolate to the list please! ;)
Today's a great day.
I just feel good after school and I was like
Hmmmm.. I feel great. :)
La la la~
(IthinkitmustbebecauseofDDG'snewalbum)
It must be.
It must be because of Drop Dead, Gorgeous' new album
"The Hot N' Heavy"
100000/5 stars. :D
I really love most of the songs there.
Top 5:
1) Sue Simmons! Watch Your Mouth
2) Two Birds, One Stone
3) Killing A Classic
4) Southern Lovin' (Belle Of The Ball)
5) Can't Fight Biology
Love DDG!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah Happy Birthday Joseph! :)
My life is all about doing homework.
Boring, boring, boring.
Blahhh.
Sometimes when I get the chance to go out with my family,
I'm like "okay, okay, okay!!! I wanna go!"
Lol.
Desperate much?
Sorry Wan Yin for like I pretty much can't go out with you
since school started.. cause not only I got many deadlines to meet,
I got projects to do.
I'm bad at manage time.
But I miss you lots!
Hopefully can meet up soon :D
Twitter, Twitter, Twitter.
I love you, Twitter.
I tweet daily.
Alex Evans make me re-use my twit account.
He influence me a lot.
At 1st I was like bored but when he joins Twitter..
and I'm like okay I'm gonna tweet from that moment onwards.
Hahahahaha!

"To see the way mankind loves,
you could search the furthest reaches of the universe
and never find anything more beautiful."
-stardust

"I can feel the magic floating in the air being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've never been this swept away"
-faith hill

Time for "Glamour Girls" as promised!
But I'm doing this for my own benefit mostly.
lol XD

Love the last picture the most!
Agree?

xoxo Hui Yun 4/6/09

Love is not love until love’s vulnerable.

2009-05-28T21:01:00.008+08:00

"Men aren’t stupid,
and you don’t need a complicated set of rules
to find a good one who loves you.
Here’s the only rule you need: if a man loves you,
he will do anything he can to keep you around.
Anything."

I'm not sure about this..
but I suppose it's true.
After all, I will fight and fight for someone I truly love.
Until I know it's time to let it go,
I will let it go.

I like this guy a lot.
A lot.
I love it when he smile.
I love it when he's not smiling.
I love it when he dance.
I'm your new fan Kim Hyun Joong!
I love him the most in Boys Over Flowers. :D

My heart's beating Morse code phrases, that spell out I wish I'd known you forever.
But now, my heart has been frozen like
a heart shaped necklace at the bottom of the frozen lake.
It needs sunlight to shine through the ice and melt it
so that the necklace can resurface to the surface.
I need sunlight/saviour.
Will you be my saviour?

Updates on my life:
Pardon me for the TDWP stuff that I like to talk about.
"Danger: Wildman" = Pure pure pure love.
(Not my favourite song from the album but whatever!
I love any song by them & I love any video by them)
The Devil Wears Prada is releasing a video for that soon!
*claps hands*
Oh my gosh.
I love them so much.
By the way,
*clears throat*
Jeremy you need to cut your hair, I love your short hair more.
Cut it off for your fans.
So sorry for not blogging over a week.
I've been so busy with school stuff..
Hello tests, reports and assignments!
Test next Tuesday!
So I'll do this quick & fast.
Ever since school starts, I hardly watch TV..
Only watch shows like ToGetHer, Ghost Whisperer, Survivor,
Boys Over Flowers, Project Runway.
Yeah.. I don't really watch channel 8 stuff anymore.
No time for it!
When I lie on the bed, within 3-6 minutes I'll fall deep into slumber.
My bed is my best best friend for now.
I want to do a photo collection stuff called "Rock Chicks Vs Glamour Girls".
For two weeks, I'll post pictures on either Rock Chicks or Glamour Girls.
Pictures that inspire me.
For this week, is "Rock Chicks" week. ;)
Next week is "Glamour Girls" week.

"Rock Chicks"
I love all these photos below.
The clothes, the make-up, the cool hair, everything!
They make me want to buy more bands tees!
Hello TDWP, ETSK, BMTH band tees!

I wrote this post on Thursday then I only completed it today.
xoxo Hui Yun 30/5/09

You make my heart flutter like a beautiful butterfly.

2009-05-20T22:08:00.008+08:00

One of my favourite picture of Hayley! :D

"To fool them in
Make it seem like you're in trouble
Make a sound
Fake it enough
What made you so scared?
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares"
- "Act Appalled" by Circa Survive.

If I'm not wrong it's written by Mr Anthony Green :D
I don't know how to explain this...
but I'm so attracted to his voice.
I listened to his song for 5 times straight.
All the way from Yio Chu Kang MRT station to my classroom.
(On repeat mode of course)
I love his voice, high pitch yet so nice at the same time.
Love him to bits <33333333333

You blew me away just by looking at me.
And when I caught your eyes, my heart was beating and beating
like it has never beat before.
At that point of time, I wanted to say "can I steal your heart boy?"
I didn't say it eventually.. but I wanted to.. I want to.
Let me have your heart please.
Let me have you please.
You define attraction.
:)

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics
so important a biological phenomenon as first love?
— Einstein

Hahahahahahahahahahaha! X)
I can't believe I did that.
1st time of my life, I did just that.
I'm still in the oh-my-god-did-I-just-do-that stage.
That sentence/what I had done blew me away.
Hui Yun has changed!
I did something that is out of my character.
A huge thank you to Mr Attraction.
Mr Attraction, attraction is something that's so hard to resist..
That's why I dare to do something like that.
Thank you Mr Attraction.
I can't thank you enough.

So sorry about all those things that you can't understand.
Hope you understand but I need to write those downnnn!
Since Thursday, my mind has been like in a so excited state.
Only today then it started to cool down.
Gee.. I'm really happy about something and it makes me wonder
why I didn't do that stuff earlier.
P.S. That something is maybe about a person. Maybe. Just maybe.
If it's a person, I won't tell who is it. Thanks. :P
If it's not a person, I won't tell too.
Thanks.
lol XD
I blog today so that I won't have to blog on the weekends.
I got many reports to do for this week.(again)
Pretty sad about the Industrial Microbiology report...
Our answers were not good enough.. damn. :X
This time round, I need to study my Human Biology & Disease also.
I've started to like Bio.. lol hahaha. :)
The teachers teaching HBD are cool.

EDITED AT 5.25PM ON 22/5/09:
To clear things up.. Mr Attraction is not a person.
Mr Attraction is just... attraction. Lol. =.=
It's just that I wanted to give a "Mr" in front of attraction.
You know how I like to write things in a way that
doesn't reveal everything...
Cause I'm lazyyyy to create a private blog. :P
Nothing had changed much just that my thinkings have changed a lot?
A bit? I'm not sure but yeah I just want to accept things the way they are.
Erm... as for whether I like a guy currently.. it's up to you to guess.
Hahaha.
No telling this time.

Paramore's new album is coming out in September!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :DDDDDDD
*claps hands*
I can't wait!
I've seen some of the new lyrics and boy.. it's pretty awesome.
I love Hayley the most.
It's because of her that I like this band.
Her voice is the voice that I want to have!
I like my voice too but her's is just awesome!

Movies that I badly(real badly)want to watch this year:

I'm so going to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince this July.
I'm so going to watch New Moon.. hmmmm.. this December?
I la la la love them both :D
Erm.. New Moon more of course!
Hehehehe :P

As i kiss your skin, i am glad that my bitter taste indicators
are at the back of my mouth, for all i can taste is sweet, sweet, sweet.
- http://itsxmagik.deviantart.com/

xoxo Hui Yun 20/5/09

If she had wings, she’d rip them off - bleed just so he might fly.

2009-05-16T15:23:00.006+08:00

Who said this won't be perfect after all we know what is right
And the sounds of bodies clashing is enough to make them cry.
You know this cannot be perfect even when it is feeling right.
And the sound of bodies crashing echo through the night.
Dreams are gone.
Nightmares are here to stay.
Not doing when you know is the greatest crime.
Wake up spilling hatred for each other everywhere.
How cheap is your love.
Lying to keep a peace.
And oh how we ended up in this place.
In this place we are trapped by greed.
Silence.
Something is not right in this house.
This room I lay my head is haunted by mistakes.
Crimes of passion?
Or was it the way they were raised?
Darkness fills this as does the empty bottles.
I wait for the day you come home.
When this house is no longer standing.
- "It's Myself vs. Being a Man" by Inhale Exhale

Love this song!
It's amazing and deep.
They are a hardcore band.. but nice video of this song too :)

"If it is born in flames, then we should let it burn,
burn as brightly as we can
if it’s got to end, then let it end in flames,
let it burn all the way down."
- Dashboard Confessional

I'm in love with these pictures.
Where the red really stands out.
I used to hate red by the way..
because of how bright the colour is.
How much attention it will give you when you're wearing red.
Now..
I like how much the red will bright up your whole outfit.
How nice it will look on a dark jacket or even on simple & light colours.
Hmm.. maybe I would like red Converse for my birthday or
the red watermelon Vans shoes! :D
Vans is more expensive though..(usually)
These few days I'm almost..(almost!) going insane over stress.
Argh.
Too stress up for that Molecular Biology & Techniques report.
My head hurts a lot.
Like there's something burning in there.
40% for only 3 reports you know?
That's like more than 10% for one.
Although we need to do like only 3 reports for this semester,
it's a combination of the experiments that we've done.(Part 1, part 2..)
Just that we combine it into a full report.
It's a lot tougher than doing the reports for every week.
I would rather have it every week.
I'm rushing everyday since last weekends for that report.
The whole thing took me 3 days or more to complete....
I'm just so glad that I've finally finished it on Thursday!
So so so glad. :D
Thursday was a great day.
Great because of something that happened.

"The Boy With Beautiful Flawless Skin"

The moment I saw your face,
My heart felt like it's on fire.
On fire, doesn't mean that I'm hurting.
It means that you set my heart on fire,
smouldering through layers of flesh, capillaries and ventricles
until you get to the very core and
spark it up like fireworks.
It was as if I had travelled back in time
and there you were sitting right next to me,
with your flawless skin and your still child-like looks.
Oh.. how long was those days?
I missed it.

This time round, you were sitted across from my seat.
No more child-like looks,
You looked more grown up now.
A grown up boy with beautiful tanned skin.
Luckily, you still kept your flawless skin.

Boom, boom, boom.
Can you hear it?
This is the sound of my heart beat when I saw you.
I wanted so much to talk to you.
To say a simple word, to say a simple sentence.
To say anything.
Just to talk to you.

Just so you know,
You flawless skin and the way you smiled to yourself
After you wrote down my name on your science book
is still screwed tightly to my brain.
Those memories won't fade.
Because I won't let it fade away.
© Hui Yun 4.24PM 16/5/09

You got flawless skin and really handsome face.
You're so nice looking, don't let anyone say you're not.

xoxo Hui Yun 16/5/09

Pull me down hard and drown in, drown in your love.

2009-05-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

I promise I'll be back right?
So here I am. :)
Not that I'm not busy.
Hell.. I got a lot of homework to do..
but yeahhh.. I need a short break from doing school stuff.
I need a break!
On another note,
Tired, tired, tired.
I'm so damn tired about this shit.
Can stop it please?
It's pissing me off.
When I'm damn pissed, god knows what stuff
will come out from my mouth..
For your information, people were so shocked
when they witnessed my outburst.
Yeah it's pretty scary, I can make you speechless.
Erm.. I can hold my anger quite well(very well in fact.)
but that doesn't mean I don't have a limit/that doesn't mean
that I'm not angry.
The limit is almost near.
Please for god sake, this will be the last time for this shit.
I believe in what goes around comes around.
Mark my words.

I couldn't convince you that the blue you see is the same blue that I see.
But maybe that's how lovers know they're meant to love;
they see the same blue.
And they both know it.
- I Wrote This For You

" Hello, I'm Un(break)able Girl"

"I love you" I whispered.
"You are my life now" he said simply.

I'm moving.
Moving or rather.. should be forcing.
Forcing myself to move.
Move away.
Away from you.
You make me feel.
Feel the feeling of love.
Love to be loved.
Loved to be loved by you.
Loved.

I hate this.
This feeling.
Feeling so breakable.
Breakable = me.
Me = breakable.
Breakable soul.
Soul that loves you and yet needs to move away from you.
You understand this?
This weird I-love-you-yet-I'm-saying-goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye to you, goodbye to the I.
I, The I that loves you. She loves you, oh yes she do. She.
She needs a shield.
Shield which can make her unbreakable.
Unbreakable girl will be her new nickname.
Nickname huh? She loves the nickname that you've given her.

I love you and goodbye.
Goodbye.
I wish it was that easy.
© Hui Yun 10.11PM 8/5/09

Bleh :P
I love my new poem
It's like fiction & non-fiction mixed together.
It's so hard to make the last word of the previous sentence
to be the first word of the next sentence.
Anyways I love it! :)
Thank you Jhan!
Hahaha thanks.
Thanks for the sweet lyrics to some songs. :D

Kim Hyun Joong better than you since 1986. ;D
Haha.
He's so handsome isn't it?
:D

My favourite band!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!!!!!!!!!
<33333333333333333333333333333333
I love you, Jeremy DePoyster.
Your voice is like an angel.

xoxo Hui Yun 8/5/09

You are the dark rose of the enchanted woods, tempting me.

2009-05-07T23:14:00.004+08:00

"Louder Than Thunder" by The Devil Wears Prada

What would it take for things to be quiet?
Quiet like the snow
And I know this isn’t much, but I know I could be better
I don’t think I deserve it
Selflessness, find your way into my heart
All stars could be brighter
All hearts could be warmer
What would it take for things to be quiet?
Quiet like the snow
Are we meant to be empty handed
I know I could be better
I don’t think I deserve it
Selflessness, find your way into my heart
All stars could be brighter
All hearts could be warmer
What would it take for things to be quiet?

Reallyyy short post for today.. cause
I need to get some zzzzz.
I find it hard to wake up in the morning,
because I slept at 12+AM & have to wake up at 5+AM.
But yeah.. I'm thinking of writing something..
and will update with new posts when I have the time. :)
Tag me please!!
My tags are getting lesser :(
lol :P
With Roots Above And Branches Below is a
totally awesome album :DDDDD
Everyone buy The Devil Wears Prada new album please!!!!
<333333
Favourite songs are
1) "Assistant To The Regional Manager"
2) "Danger: Wildman"
3) "Dez Moines"
4) "Sassafras"
5) "Louder Than Thunder"
By the way I love all the songs on that album! Ha ;D
Favourites are those above.(In order)
Please make a video on any one of the songs above TDWP!
Please! :P

I love you, Jeremy.
Love you to bits
:D

xoxo Hui Yun 7/5/09

I am the addict, and you're the addiction.

2009-05-02T17:20:00.006+08:00

You don’t love somebody because of their
looks or their clothes or their cars.
You love them because they sing a song that
nobody but you can understand.
— Night World bk 1. Secret Vampire by LJ. Smith

"A Little Faster" by There For Tomorrow lyrics

"i'm sure it tasted oh so sweet
but it was never good enough for me
i bit the tongue behind my teeth
it was never good enough for me
you say you always keep your word
show me what you're after
i thought you'd promise me the world"

Love this song.
Fucking love it.
Fucking love Maika's voice.

"Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me."

Hold me,
because I crave for your touch.
Thrill me,
because I love it when you make me smile.
Kiss me,
because I want to taste your lips.
Kill me,
because your love will kill me at the end
and yet I prefer no other force than the savage winds of your love
© Hui Yun 6.00PM 2/5/09

Now moving on to week 3 of school.
So fast isn't it?
Anyways what events that happened last week,
I hope it becomes a 'what goes around, comes around' thing.
It's not me, it's you.
Remember this,
it's you.
I really really glad that we manage to do it :)
Manage to do myself proud.
On a different note,
There's so so so so much reports to do!!!!!
>.<
Getting more & more busy by each day as the homework piles up.
It's like building houses made of homework. Lol
Look here:
4 reports & oneee Marketing tutorial to do. :X
I'm getting sick of Koufu's food. T.T
Sob.
South Canteen food sucks.(So cannot go there.)
North Canteen prata rocks!!!!!!(But too far, so.....)
MacDonald's food is nice(But cannot always eat this)
Left Koufu.
But it's alright.
Try different stalls each day!!! :D
I really want to go eat Popeyes next Friday to celebrate my sister's birthday.
Popeyes!!!!!!

"she had a need to feel the thunder
to chase the lightning from the sky
to watch a storm with all its wonder written in her lover's eyes
she had to ride the heat of passion
like a comet burning bright rushing head
long in the wind now where only dreams have been
burning both ends of the night "
--garth brooks

For now this is the best solution.
Something that I didn't keep last time..
but now I have to keep it.
I have to.
It's hard to resist the temptation cause I'm the addict, and you're the addiction.
No matter what.. I have to fight against it.
The fight will be worthwhile.
I know this in my heart.
There's no other choice.
It's the best remedy to this problem.
This 'problem' of mine.
This does not makes sense to you?
It's okay, you don't have to know.
Cause I am the only one who can understand this.

xoxo Hui Yun 2/5/09

The little memories of you now, is not enough for me to get a taste of you.

2009-04-26T18:47:00.009+08:00

"you better believe that you can see me now
I'm on the top of the highest building, and you're still on the ground
at any minute this could all collapse, and i could come back down
but I'm living in the moment...
I'll savor it for now" - "Heights" by Eyes Set To Kill.

This song is amazing because it's
"about being brought down, making the best out of a bad situation,
and turning it into something positive."
It can apply to bad stuff that happen to you,
friendship problems,
love problems.. and then you be positive about it.
This song is amazing!
I'll definitely listen to this song when I'm feeling down. :)

Hmm.. makes sense doesn't it?
The words above makes perfect sense.

I let the clock face the mirror so that
each second takes me closer towards you.
Instead of further away.
- I Wrote This For You

They say you need to let go of your past
then you can let other people into your life.
Like the first sentence that you'll see once you entered my blog
"How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind."
The person that you love just cloud up your mind,
without you knowing it.
The little memories of you now, is not enough for
me to get a taste of you.
It's like not talking to you at all.
It's not enough.. and my heart is missing you.
I don't know why..
but I can like sense it.
I can sense stuff and things when it comes to you.
Like.. for this Friday, you didn't tag me.
Not like last time.
I can feel it.
On that night, I was like "Oh.. He's not gonna tag me."
I don't know.. but I can feel it in my bones.
I can predict stuff when it comes to you.
"My spirit is sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home."
- "Bring Me To Life" by Evanescence

Oh.. lord.
Jeremy DePoyster has finally join Twitter.
Hahaha my favourite singer/my angelic singer/ my saviour
has finally got a Twit!!
I love him so much.
His voice especially. :D
Love TDWP. <333333333
School is pretty okay.
just that for the damn reports, we don't know
whether is do as full reports or only answer the questions for the report.
Week 1 is pretty cool.
A lot of lessons being cancelled and lectures too...
but for week 2, there's gonna be a lot of reports to do.
So it's a busy, busy, busy mode.
My school has open a new cafe!!!
The food is pretty expensive
but it's a must try for coffee addicts.(Not me.)
The muffins looks nice though! Yum. :D
Oh.. and because I'm pretty free for that week,
I wrote another poem.. lol
Hahahaha.
But I love this one.
It's more of a story. :)
Enjoy!

“Bleed For Me Darling”

I miss the winter,
The snowflakes,
And you.

Day one of winter.
I was sitting near to the window,
Watching you as you
Jumped over the fences
And walked briskly into my garden.
I smiled as I glazed into your coal black eyes.
As usual, they seem to sparkle in the morning sunlight.
I named them as “diamonds”.
Girls always love diamonds.
Always.

Day ten of winter.
A piece of snowflakes fall on my lips…
You walked towards me
And placed your lips on mine.
“You’re a good kisser” I said
“I shall kiss you till your lips bleed” he said
And he gave me a wink.
I used to hate blood.
Bloody and so damn red.
I started to crave and love it because
It means that you’ve left a mark on my lips.
It means that I have something of you on me.

Day twenty-one of winter.
I swear that my heart is breaking into pieces
And the world suddenly seems to make no sense…
Because he,
My everything,
My reason for living is going to leave me.
He told me he is leaving for college the next day
And he doesn’t want me anymore.
“Why?” I said, my voice breaking.
“I don’t want you to wait for me, you are still young
And there are much better guys than me, who will love you
And take care of you.”
“But… they are not you and no one can ever be you.”
“I… I really have to go now sweetheart… bye.” he whispered,
The corner of his eyes filled with tears as he walked away.
I miss you already diamonds eyes boy.
Please come back to me.

Three years later,
Diamond eyes boy kneel to the ground and hold a ring in his hands
And said “marry me, my Juliet and I promise I’ll be your Romeo forever.
I will be your pillow when you need someone to hug,
I will be your punching bag when you are angry,
I will be the best listener in this world when you need someone to listen to you
I will be whatever you want me to be,
Your best friend, your guardian angel, your lover.”
“Yes my Romeo, I will marry you” I whispered and I kissed him.

We walked into my house with my blood on his lips.
© Hui Yun 9.49PM 22/4/09

Nice ending for this right?
:)

xoxo Hui Yun 26/4/09

Once you stepped into my life, you set my world on fire.

2009-04-22T16:23:00.005+08:00

I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely,
I’ll find my way back there.
Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best.
And on that same day, hell will freeze over,
the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.
- I Wrote This For You

Totally agree with what the above says.
If one day I meet someone who makes me feel like that,
it's going to be so hard to get over him when he left
but hopefully I can settle for the second best and choose him..
Plus everything will be fine again..
I'll feel blissful and content again.

Anyway about Alex Evans' butterfly photos,
Which one you think I'll like more?
See whether you know me well.. but it'll be easy. ;)
One of the picture above makes me speechless, it's simply amazing.
He's a genius of course!
Plus really good looking. :)

Enemies, we'll go for your throat.
Well, well, well.
I'm quite okay with going back to school. :)
I wish to be able to sleep more though!
But it's alright, it's okay.
Lalala~
Pretty happy about meeting my friends again.
First day of school, I'm extremely shocked by the dropping of an
'atomic' bomb on us. I was like what the hell?! and a bit angry
I'm sure we can cope with the 'atomic' bomb, we'll be alright!
We can do it kays?! :)
Hahahaha and one pretty funny thing happened yesterday
when I was eating at McDonald's, one of my classmate said
"All of your personal message on MSN have deep meanings behind it.."
Then he quote one example..
I was like lol cause it's not the first time that
someone said something like that and both are guys who asked me.
I guess only guys ask that kind of questions.. well okay..
Girls also.. but sometimes. Mostly are guys.
Truth is people do read your personal messages.
I got the habit for putting song lyrics that I like/love quotes/any other quotes
at my personal messages.. It's my habit.
I fucking love this song.
It's by The Devil Wears Prada(my beloved)
"Assistant To The Regional Manager" lyrics

These writings are to those who have weeped.
These writings are to those who haven't looked
deeply enough into the correct resolution.

Wrong again but stronger now, we can face this.
Fight life with life.
Fight life with life.

All glory to the one in existence.
Bring upon your name, your grace, your everything.
Hold hands and stare into the circle.

What are we looking at?
Rumors and rumors and rumors.
Rumors and rumors and rumors.

Assembly: disintegration.
Rumors and rumors and rumors.
Perish.

Tombstones serve as mirrors and the graves are infinite.
Take a look through the lens and through your eyes.

End the partitioning.
Wrong again but stronger now, we can face this.
Fight life with life.
Fight life with life.
Enemies, we'll go for your throat.

Hahahaha the last line is awesome. :D

The picture above is for you Panpig. :)
and this:
I never stopped loving you. Because I never stopped breathing.
- I Wrote This For You

Hehe forgive me hor..
cause "I never stopped loving you. Because I never stopped breathing."
is not written by me but when I saw that very sentence, it brings me
back to you.. The very day where I said I'll leave you... but
I never stop loving you.
Panpig.. you are so funny you know?
For me, I won't blog about you when it is you
that told me to blog about you.
It's like so... hmmm.. rude? Fake?
Because when I feel like writing about you, I will.
I won't be like "oh Hui Yun, why now you never blog about me?"
then the next thing you know, I go and blog about you, you, you.
You know?
It's like only when you ask, then I do... and that's so not nice.
Ahh.. but my blog titles are always for you.
Most of the time.
Even when I didn't blog about you.
Truth is.. finally it hits me.
'It' is the missing part.
At first I can deal with it.. I said to myself
"He's studying, he needs to.. so don't miss him too much"
It works but only till this weekend.
This poem below is how I feel when I miss you so much.

“Sweetly Numb by Your Name”

It is you.
It is you that I think of when I lie on my bed.
My heart screams out your name over and over again.
Like it is playing a lullaby on repeat mode.
I couldn’t stop that lullaby from playing,
Or
Perhaps I made it play over and over again.
The sweet numbness that your name brings,
Helps me ease the pain of the countless “I miss you”.
I call out your name in my heart till
My eyes close its lids and
I fall deep into slumber.
© Hui Yun 5.44PM 22/4/09

xoxo Hui Yun 22/4/09

I believe that you will make that dream become reality.

2009-04-19T17:22:00.010+08:00

You’re not lost. You are the sky.
Your parts move and now, never rust.
You are burning wheels and a turning world.
You are the wind in silver hair.
This is our road.
I am a map to you.
- I Wrote This For You

School is starting tomorrow and I'm panicking.. because
just now I thought that I need to hand in the NE project tomorrow..
but no.. it's due on this coming Friday. Phew...
(p.s. Thanks Shi Fu for pointing that out! :DDD)
Other than that I'm pretty okay with going to school tomorrow.
But no late waking up anymore.. boo :X
Last Friday, went out with Wan Yin and her friend, Ming Hui
to watch "17 Again". It was so wow.
I like the movie a lot! <333
It's a pretty funny, romantic and touching movie.
:DDD
Love "17 Again"!!
Eyes Set To Kill new single out soon!!!!
Plus new album :D
Yay!!!!
They commented me on myspace! Love them!

Fairy tales kind of stuff & endings is not going to happen in real life.
At least.. not all of it will come true.
Think Cinderella dropped her shoe and she waited
and waited for her prince charming to come.
In actual life, girls actually chase after guys that we like.
We don't really wait around, we will make a move
to let the guy know that we like him.
Think the prince kiss Snow White & she'll wake up from being poisoned.
Hahaha.. been poisoned & a kiss can cure it?
Not in a million years.
But
we ought to live happily ever after.
Just like the fairy tales.
How to do this?
We just accept our imperfections and be positive
then everyday will be a happy day.
We can believe in love and there's a saying
that "Along the way, a girl will meet a lot of jerks but one day
she'll eventually find the right one for her. :)
I believe I'll find a person who can complete me and make me happy.

xoxo Hui Yun 19/4/09

All I want is a guardian angel.

2009-04-15T15:45:00.010+08:00

New Moon is coming out this year.(yay!)
I'm sure most of you know about this already.
There is this thing that is so (fill in the blanks) that I need to talk about it.
I really really really pray/hope/wish that
no Disney stars will be in New Moon.
I don't want them to be in my favourite series of movie.
As in no appearances in the New Moon soundtrack,
No appearance in the movie.
No appearance in anything related to New Moon please.
I just think that Disney stars should do their own stuff and
don't jump on the New Moon wagon. Thank you.
I don't have anything against them but.. yeah no
Disney stars in New Moon pleaseeee.
Paramore is okay.(In fact more than okay hahaha :P)
I want Paramore to write songs for New Moon.
It will be awesome!

Edited on 18/4/09:
(Awwwwww..
Don't know why photobucket freaking remove that picture!!!
It does not have any swear words or any 'weird' graphics on it.
Anyway so sorry that I can't share it here anymore.)
Hahaha the picture above is bloody awesome.
Musicians are the ultimate boyfriends.
Not normal people. lol :P
Kidding okay? I can imagine people throwing knifes at me now.
Hahaha.
Talking about musicians,
these days I found out quite a lot of new bands.
(well...... not really 'new' bands but as in bands I haven't listened to.)
I love Armor For Sleep :D
"Hold The Door" is a pretty awesome song.
Do try them.

Awesome Oliver Sykes. :)
Oli, where is my "Diamonds Aren't Forever" video?
It's already overdue.
Put it out please!
School is next week and we have to study Marketing..
I can already imagine what projects we are going to do.. :X
Anyway I can't wait to see my friends again!
Shi Fu, Kian Hwee, Helen and Sarah. <333

As promised the 2nd poem.
Maybe last one before school starts.
Maybe.

“It’s a love story, baby just say yes.”

Girl:
“Flying seems like a wonderful thing isn’t it?
You can see the whole world high up in the sky...
beautiful and breath taking.
You can escape from this place.
I would die to have wings behind my back.”

Boy:
“Why you want to fly up high?”

Girl:
“I want to forget all my worries, all my heart aches...
And the best way is to fly to another place.
A place where there is no pain.”

Boy:
“Well… I can’t give you wings
But I can make your pain go away.
I can be and I want to be your guardian angel.
I want to protect you.” He whispered.

Girl:
“Well… be my guardian angel then.”
She said.

The boy walked over to her and kissed her softly on her lips.

Boy:
“You still want to fly?”

Girl:
“No… I want you.”
© Hui Yun 5.51PM 12/4/09

Hehe. Is the title similar? ;)

xoxo Hui Yun 15/4/09

Till your heart stops beating, I'll be there for you.

2009-04-13T12:48:00.005+08:00

Currently I am so obsessed with "Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides" video.
Go type "Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides" by Pierce The Veil
on any search engine and watch the awesome video!
Totally recommend everyone to see this cool video. :D
(p.s. This is a post hardcore band so.. yeah.
Shut off the volume if you don't like 'loud' rock music.)
The little boy and little girl(well.. they look like 12-13 years old)
in that video are so adorable!
The boy dress like a rocker and the girl dress like a princess.
Lol. But totally cute!
Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides is l.o.v.e. <333

Last Friday went to Marina Barrage.
Pretty cool place with nice scenery(but pretty much nothing to do there.)
We just went there to take photos and see the scenery..
Great timing planned by my cousin as it's around evening time and
when we reached there the weather is not so hot.
It is just rightttttt. :DD
For those Singaporeans who want a break from shopping *ehem*,
you can go Marina Barrage to take a breather and simply relax.
Just take the MRT all the way to Marina Bay and outside the MRT station,
there will be a free shuttle bus service to bring you there.
Pictures taken by dear miss Lim Hui Yun. lol XP

There are too many people on that day but still okay..
so.. there will be people in my photos.

Totally love the freaking cool shoes that Audrey Kitching is wearing.
Of course the pretty outfit too.
Cool Vans Brand shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cool right? :DDDDD
Oh well.. if you can't see the shoes clearly..
I got much bigger pictures of them.

I am soooooo going to buy the 1st Vans watermelon shoe!!
Or maybe the 2ND!
But I love the 1st one more!! :D
Hahahahahaha and that will the 2ND Vans shoe that I will own. :X
It's just love at first sight when I see those cool watermelon shoes.
Awwwwwwww..
I want those shoes!!!!!!

I really got so much time..
thatttttt
I wrote another poem.
Totally fiction. :)

“Beautiful broken boy”

I call him the beautiful broken boy.

He has eyes that scared me.
Eyes that are so empty.
Empty.
Empty like the corridors of an abundant house,
With windows which are shut tightly from the outside world,
Letting no sunlight enters it.
I often dream of how wonderful it will be if
I can be the sunlight that lights up his soul.

He’s blessed with the colour of eyes that I would kill to have,
Light blue eyes that remind me of the lazy afternoon sky.
Light blue eyes that make me want to get lost in them forever.
Light blue eyes that make me want to claim him as mine.
Well… he lives to his name doesn’t he?

He has the palest skin I had ever seen.
His skin is just like soft cotton wool,
White and soft.
So soft that
It screams out “Fragile”.
But he’s still so damn beautiful,
And I still want to touch his soft skin
and know what it feels like to trace my initials on his skin.

Once he told me,
“I am afraid of falling”
“I have wings” I whispered.
He looked at my piercing eyes and
Then there is his soft lips pressed to mine.
After what it seems like one whole hour, our lips parted
And for the first time in my life I saw that,
His mouth was forming a smile.
Smile.
Smile for me beautiful boy.

“I love you.” he whispered.
“Forever?”
“Not forever. But till your heart stops beating”.

You are so not broken anymore.

He’s a beautiful boy.
He’s my beautiful boy.
© Hui Yun 8.48PM 11/4/09

I got another one but.. I'll post that another day.
Tata for now. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 13/4/09

I believe in you and that's always.

2009-04-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

I want to you to know that
I'm not a friend of yours for 1 year plus for nothing.
Yeah.. what we feel for each other is more than friendship
Have to admit my love for you haven't even changed one bit.
but still I always considered you as my best best best friend. :)
You must try your best okay?
I believe in you.
No matter where you finally end up at next year,
I want you to know that I'm happy for you.
At least you have tried your best right?
I believe you can go to your dream school in Singapore.
Go to a university is not easy.. but for your dreams
you can work your damn hardest for it!
I wrote something for you and after reading
you'll know what I hope for.. but yeah
it's your own life at the end of the day and whether
you make it or not it's your future.
But.. I'll support you all the way panpig. :D
(p.s. It's a bit dramatic at the beginning but never mind that.)

"Balloons, Dreams and You"

Balloons,
Oh,
My dear balloons,
Can you take me away?
Can you make me fly with you?
Can you bring me to a place where my dreams will come true?

I believe in dreams,
I believe in fairy tales,
I believe in his love,
I believe in him,
I believe in me.
I believe that one day I feel his arms around me.

Never stop believing,
Because you know,
Sometimes dreams will come true.
© Hui Yun 4.33PM 10/4/09

It's time to live for myself.

2009-04-08T14:52:00.003+08:00

First of all,
I want to say thank you.
Thank you to Pamela, Wan Yin, Kian Hwee, Jhan, my Mum and my Sister.
Thanks for listening to me and for your concern.
Really touched that I have such good friends and family. :)
I love you all! <333
I've think it through already..
All these months my mood pretty much depend on him..
Or should I say most of the time.. cause
when he's happy, I'll be too.
When he's sad, I'll be sad too.
So.. it's time for me to live for myself and be brave.
I'll let fate decide who is going to love me in the future.
These 8 months is our test to see how fate going to judge our love.
Truth to be told, I really wish you can come here and
when we can meet in person then we shall see how we feel for each other.
It's better this way.
For now I just want to work harder in studies and listen to more music!

Going to be random next.
I'm so excited about Harper's Island. :D
Can't wait to see who die first(a bit sadist but it's just a show lol)
and guess who's the murderer ;)

Woo~ I found this Hayley picture in photobucket.
So nice :DDD

I love Amy Lee's voice.
Evanescence ;)
Evanescence is the bomb. All thanks to her voice.
Recently I like them back.. I stopped listening to them
for quite some time.. but now I like them back.
"Bring Me Back To Life" , "Sweet Sacrifice" and "My Immortal"
are my favourites.
Although I must say I'm not a huge fan of Gothic rock
but I love Evanescence. They are damn good.
Listen to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idd_92ajjwY&feature=channel
and you'll know. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 8/4/09

If you asked me to stay for you, I will.. but you just let me go.

2009-04-06T13:15:00.003+08:00

This is so hard to type out..
not only tears have filled up my eyes, my heart is sinking..
I just want to type this out..
so that I'll face the awful truth,
so that I can be strong.
Yestersday I wish you didn't asked me to choose.
I wish you don't need to stay away for 8 months..
Stay away from the computer until December.
Stay away for your studies..
Stay away to work hard so you can come here to study
but for me and for you, we both know
how hard is it to have a lover so far away.. and
we have to go on msn all the time to chat.
This not only distract us, it also pull down our grades.
I wish that all these was just a really very very bad dream..
but I know I have to face the truth.
Last time I always think how it feels like,
living a day without you.
Now I know the pain, now I know it's so painful to see you say goodbye.
8 months, 8 long months.
What will happen?
I don't know.
Yesterday I was trying so hard to stop myself
from screaming your name, scream so that you won't go..
As if you can hear it.
I was trying so hard to stop myself from crying in front of so many people.
As if you can see it.
Ricky, I don't say "I love you" to a guy for 7 months plus and
won't miss you when you're gone.
I still love you now.
You thought that I would stay as your girlfriend for 8 months
without any communication.. I wish I can do that.
I wish I got the strength to choose that.
You give me 2 choices:
To stay as your girlfriend but without communication for 8 long months
or
To walk away and maybe go date other guys.
You like the 1st choice,
I like it too..
but me, Hui Yun got no strength to choose the 1st one.
Why?
I can't stand it.
All these months with you and whenever you're gone
I cannot stop myself from missing you.
I'm very upset when you are not there for more than 1 day.
I'll cry, I'll think that you don't love me like I think you do.
How? How am I going to make it for those 8 months?
If I'm brave enough I can.. but I'm not a very brave girl.
What if along the way, you like someone else?
How you going to tell me?
I rather we end it now
and if you can come here and if you still love me..
I welcome you to woo me again.
I'm very very touched when you said that
"I cannot get your heart through msn, If I can come
I'll woo you from the start."
Thank you... if fate brings us together again..
I welcome you with open arms to woo me again.
I'll treat this as a test of our love and fate..
If we are meant for each other, we will end up together..
If our love is strong, nothing can stop us.
If not... I'll brace myself and move on.
Not going to be easy.. but I'll take baby steps to move on.
Till then, I love you and goodbye.

Edit for Panpig:
Work hard for your future..
Work hard for yourself..
Be brave and I believe you will soar and rise to success.
I believe in you and I always do.
You got problems, you can come to me
and I'll listen to all of them.
Be happy.
Jia you! :)

If I can hide it all, I will.

2009-04-05T17:56:00.013+08:00

After watching Project Runway 5,
I have decided that it hasn't lose its touch at all.
It's still bloody awesome.
Still so exciting to see them design clothes.
Still 1 of my favourite reality shows.
Can't wait for Harper's Island.
It reminds me so much of a Japanese detective show
that I loved so so much..(but the series ended long long time ago.)

We are all mask wearers,
With our real emotions hidden behind those masks.
We can fake a smile,
We can fake a laugh,
We can fake whatever face we want it to be.
That mask hides it all,
Hides our sadness, sorrow..
We simply don't want to show our actual moods
because we don't want people to give us pity faces
or we just don't want to share our troubles with people.
I feel like I'm wearing a mask these days.
I just don't feel right.
I'm just not myself these days..
because truth to be told,
I don't know what to do...
Scared that it's all fake,
scared that my worst fears is really too much for me to handle.
What if the truth really is what I imagine it to be?
I expect people to listen, when I share my problems with you..
I expect you to comfort me at least a little bit..
but.. sometimes.. from what I see..
I can't help but to think that do you really care?
I just want you to care for me,
I share with you my problems..
I hope you listen to me
and help me ease the burden a little bit.
Just a little bit is all I ask for.
Ease the burden by making me smile,
help me forget the problem for a little while.
I can give excuses for your don't-care-her-stuff problems sometimes..
but I can get tired from giving excuses.
Maybe..
I want you to care so much that when you don't, it simply hurts me..
Sometimes.. I'm like "what the hell are you thinking?!"
when you do really veryyy(fill in the blanks) stuff.
First time.. I feel more sadness than happiness when I see you.
It hurts a lot but I'm not going to let people affect my mood,
but when you came into my life.. you are clouding up my mind.
I can't think properly..
I hope that mask can be gone soon.
If you really want to know,
I'm still fighting to be with you.

xoxo Hui Yun 5/4/09

Give me wings so that I can fly beside you, my guardian angel.

2009-04-01T16:22:00.008+08:00

Hey..
I wrote something again.
Hmm.. it's pretty non fiction I must say..
but it's all in the past.
So respect it.
First thing first,
Eyes Set To Kill is making a new videoooooo soonnnnnn!
Yayyyyyyyyyyy!
Hope it is for "Young Blood Spills Tonight".
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
"Young Blood Spills Tonight" is like my 2nd favourite song
from the Reach album.
1st is "Darling" of course!(The video is pretty brutal! I like.)
I also discovered something which is so true I must say.
It makes my head go *nod, nod, nod* at the things the magazine said.
The 'something' I can't say here.
Anywayyy here comes "Dear" written by me.

"Dear"

Dear Z,
You’re my dream guy,
Not only I love the way you love me,
I love every single thing about you.
I always thought that you are a dream that seems too good to be true.
They always say that when you wake up from a dream,
everything will go back to normal.
I woke up crying when you left.
Crying, crying, crying.

(They were wrong about everything will go back to normal.)

Dear Y,
When I first saw you,
I had a huge crush on you.
Love your starry eyes,
Love your smooth as baby’s skin.
Sometimes I wish that I can trace the freckles on your cheeks
Trace it all the way down to your lips so that I can kiss you.
From the way you look at me,
I knew that you like me too.
It was my fault that we drifted apart and I regret not telling you that I like you.
Or i had a crush on you.
I like you, I like you, I like you.

(If we were not meant to be together, nothing can bring us together.)

Dear X,
It was a mistake right from the start.
I shouldn’t invite you into my life to mess with me.
Your black eyes held nothing but lies, and
the warmth in your embrace weren’t meant to last.
My friends said I shouldn’t be with you,
Oh... I should have listened to them.
In spite of that I choose to play with fire because
I thought that I can change you.
But no matter how hard I tried,
I couldn’t.
I couldn’t, I couldn’t, I couldn't.

(They didn’t tell me that lies were part of the treatment.)

Dear W,
Suddenly I was so jealous.
So jealous of all the girls you talked to.
Once you made me cry.
Want to know why?
You love her more than me.
You rather side with her than side with me.
I wish that I had the chance to say “I like you a lot. A lot.”
Even better if I can hear it from those beautiful lips of yours.
I knew you up to primary six, and then we went to different schools.
I guess we were not meant to be together.
Together, together, together.

(I can fight against the clouds, but I can't fight with fate. )
© Hui Yun

I really really like this one.
It's all real. Nothing is fake here.
Feelings can't be fake unless
you don't really like him in the first place.

xoxo Hui Yun 1/4/09

Sweetheart, you're like my personal drug.

2009-03-31T15:39:00.005+08:00

"At the end of the day, you either focus on what's tearing you apart
or what's holding you together."

I simply love 'La La Land' by Demi Lovato. :D
5/5 stars for this song.
I loveeeeeeee it!
Sorry for being so slow. :X
Pardon me.. but I hardly listen to Disney Stars' songs...
so... yeah.
I love the message behind this song.
This is the last post for March..
this means school is starting veryyyy soon.
I miss my friends.. (and the food in school :P)
and can't wait to start year 2!
Plus meet the year 1s.

"La La Land" by Demi Lovato

I am confident, but I still have my moments
Baby, that's just me
I'm not a supermodel, I still eat McDonald's
Baby, that's just me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Machine, machine

Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress?
Well baby, that's just me
Who said I can't be single and have to go out and mingle
Baby, that's not me, no, no

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land

Tell me do you feel the way I feel
'Cause nothing else is real in the La La Land appeal

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change in the La La Land machine
I will stay the same in the La La Land
Machine, machine, machine

I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)

I totally agree with her!
Just be yourself no matter what others tell you to.
Don't care about what others think!
"Oh.... you shouldn't wear converse with this dress.."
or "Oh.. you shouldn't listen to heavy metal.. it's not girly at all.."
Blah....
Don't change anything,
cause that's what makes you special in the first place.

(This picture somehow.. reminds me of that Bella and Edward picture
that I have chosen to represent my "Guardian Angel" writing.
Very nice picture I must say. :D)
Oh.. well.
I got lots of time.. and I get inspired by the things
and people around me so I wrote something.
I got my good friend Jhan to see my writing..
and he said if I didn't said that it was wrote by me,
he thought it's a song. Hahaha.
Awwwwwwwww.. thank you so much friend! :D
*hug*
This writing is pretty much fiction all the way.
So yeah don't assume anything.
Enjoy~ :)

“Guardian Angel”

He has the most beautiful eyes
That I had ever seen.
Those eyes never seem to stop dancing
at the edges.
I got lost in those captivating eyes of his.

He gives me tons of nicknames,
Some are short,
Some are long,
but just enough to make me fall deep in love.
When I told you just to choose one,
You said “wife”.

He always call me 4 times a day,
Just to hear my voice.
Once, before we ended our conversation
He said “I got something to tell you.”
“Yeah?”
“I love you” he said softly.
I didn’t know what else to say as
His words sucked out all the breath out of me
I reply with
“Me too…”

He is my guardian angel with an extra pair of wings to share.
He told me that since day one
He’s my guardian angel,
He wouldn’t let me fall and get hurt
But he got one extra pair of wings so that
If I ever fall, I can hold on to that pair of wings
and hold on to him.

He is specially designed for me
As when we hug,
He knew exactly where to put his arms
So that I could fit perfectly into him.
No holes, no gaps.
Just two bodies fitted together,
like a complete piece of puzzle.
© Hui Yun

xoxo Hui Yun 31/3/09

I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this boy.

2009-03-29T15:46:00.006+08:00

Dear boys and girls please take a listen to the 2nd song on my playlist!
It's a powerpop song by The Downtown Fiction..
and support them please!
http://www.myspace.com/thedowntownfiction
If you have myspace, go add them!
The lead singer's voice is pretty unique. :)
Here are some of the lyrics:
"I'm living proof, broken and defeated
I'm the shattered youth and no one can believe it
If I can't have you, then darlin' I just can't go on
And if I swear, swear to make it better
Would you stick around, I know that it will never
Be the way it was, but maybe we can make this right
Time stands still, if you stay, I will"

Things that happened yesterday:
Cool band tee, check.

Skinny(and sexy) black jeans, check.
Some cool accessories, check.
Converse shoes, check.
Or
Anything outfit that spells rocker is my ultimate favourite...
and that guy wears all the things above. :)
He's really cool.
I remember his black Metallica tee shirt. Super nice.
Oh.. well I do wear like that to school sometimes..
but on another cool guy or girl that's nice to see.
Maybe too nice. Hehe.
I adore rockers! They are how much I love chocolates!
I watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic too.
Quite nice actually.
Pretty cute movie too hahaha :)
Especially the part where the main actress and actor dance together in Mexico.
That's superrrr cute!
Went to Pasta Mania at Downtown East to eat lunch with my family. :DDD
Pizza!!!!!!!!!!!!
Remind me why I love pork, it's because of the pizza in Pasta Mania! lol

Sometimes people are beautiful.
Not in looks.
Not in what they say.
Just in what they are.
— Markus Zusak, I Am The Messenger

You are that to me.
Panpig husband is that to me.
Beautiful in just what you are.
What you truly are. :)
I love you that's why I need you by my side.
Somehow even though I have not really hug you yet..
I feel that to be wrapped in the safety of your arms is going to be real nice.
You can keep me as prisoner in those arms forever and please, just never let me go.
I want to write you a web of twilight with stars tucked inside the folds, soft and sleepless in its darkness.
I want you,
your arms around me
your lips on mine.
I love you..
Goodbye is so hard to say out since I met you..
I never ever want to say goodbye,
so please hold me tight and swear not to let go.

xoxo Hui Yun 29/3/09

If I have wings, I would fly straight into the safety of your arms.

2009-03-26T13:51:00.004+08:00

Hey..
Oh god.. It's my 300 post today!!!
Woot~~ :DD
To give myself and my blog a treat.
I'll post albums from artists that I'm looking forward to!
hint hint:
1) A solo artist who's cute
2) Some band that has Silver in their name
3) Some band that has Prada in their name

1) Nevershoutnever!
Haha I just love that guy.
His songs are cute and his voice is so 'awww..'.
I can't wait for his Hummingbird song :D
and his new album.
If I remember correctly, it's out in May.
www.myspace.com/nevershoutnever

2) Silverstein!
I simply adore 'Vices'!!
I think that it's a bit heavier than the stuff that they have done in the past
but nevertheless it's still good.
I like it. :)
Ooh.. and the 'Vices' video! can't wait for it and
for A Shipwreck In The Sand :D
www.myspace.com/silverstein

3) The Devil Wears Prada
I'm so sorry for repeating and repeating again.
But really I'm not feeling sorry at all. :P
I really feel so stroked about With Roots Above And Branches Below..
'Dez Moines' is just soooooooooo nice! :D
Mike's growl are better than ever and Jeremy's singing is so heavenly.
Watch their live video of performing 'Dez Moines'
www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-ksZBesa-Y&feature=channel_page
It's pretty awesome :D
TDWP, TDWP, TDWP, TDWP, TDWP, TDWP
:DDDDDDDDDDD

I finally finally finally found what love means to me
and how I want my lover to be.
Gosh.. I finally find the actual words of how I feel. :)

"What I want is to be needed.
What I need is to be indispensable to somebody.
Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention.
Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
- Chuck Palahniuk

Isn't this nice?
sweet?
Needed by someone,
like a drug to someone.. and I feel the same way towards him too.

In a sad note.. I know what hard is it to forget someone.
This happened to me long long long time ago.
I just say this to advice my friends.
Sorry.. but I need to get this off my chest.
You cannot like say "I wanna erase him from my memory!!!"
and *poof* he's gone.
No.
It's not that easy...
It takes time. Whether is it days, months or years.
But when you finally forget about him.. it's like you've been let out of your cage.
The air you breathe seems so much nicer(I'm not joking.. and I'm very clear
at mind now..)
The cage that you will struggle with, fight with.. to get out of it.
You can cry, feel like your heart is so heavy, feel so sad, feel so weak
but.... remind yourself..
heart break is just another day of growing up.
When you get through it, you will grow stronger.

"What doesn't break you, makes you stronger."

xoxo Hui Yun 26/3/09

Just look up, we are both under the same starry sky.

2009-03-24T13:42:00.003+08:00

Now here I sing my deadly lullaby
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love?
- 'Young Blood Spills Tonight' by Eyes Set To Kill

Oh.. 1 of my favourite song by ESTK.
The song is just amazing
and I love her voice. :DD
The picture above suits this song so perfectly.

You are my moonshine and I am addicted to you. <333
How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
That something is my dearest dearest panpig.
Love you for who you are and all the things that you are made of.
You're so sweet when you said you visit my blog everyday.
I love you! Hehe :)

Yes.. that's Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens.
Lovely picture.

Being sick is so ewww.
So sucky.
But no worries, I'm feeling so much better since Sunday.
If I didn't fall sick, I'll be able to accompany my mum to the hospital
for my uncle's operation today.
Anyway stay at home is cool also.
Some of my friends complain that holidays are getting boring now..
All they do is wake up, eat, play computer, watch tv, sleep..
over and over again.
Yeah it's true..
when you do the same old thing every week it kind of suck.
For me, I'm loving it so far.. hehe :)
I love surfing the net and going out.
No stress, no worries, no waking up early. :D
Ahhhh.. the peaks of the holidays.
Pictures from Sentosa trip!
(by the way I'm lazyyyy to post all of them.. so only some :P)

My lovable Idrys. <333
(but he's so not lovable when he starts to beat people.. fierce)

Yong Shao :DD
The Snakeman LOL

<333

xoxo Hui Yun 24/3/09

Love wins and being sick sucks.

2009-03-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

Sick... :(
Sigh.. sick with sore throat again.
Plus headache and a little bit of fever.
Need to drink lots of water and eat more fruits for vitamin C..
and can't eat fried food.(boo... :X)
Now that I got sore throat, I don't feel like talking..
because when I talk, I feel like my throat is hurting like hell.
(Oh.. It's been a long time since I post Alex Evans pictures. The dog is just..
sooooooooooooo adorable. :DDD)

Today I woke up with headache and feel that it's freaking cold.
After bathing even more cold, plus my hair stand when I'm bathing.
The cold didn't stop.. and I feel very tired..
My mum called me to rest and I slept from 4+PM to 7.30PM.
When I woke up, I still feel like sleeping.
I'm that tired.
Now also. T.T
Get well soon Wan Yin!
and get well soon for me.(lol)

The picture above is taken by me.
The one with Edward's name on it.
A picture from the book Breaking Dawn. :)

I didn't update because:
Wednesday lazy to blog.
Thursday went to temple.
Friday went Sentosa. (Will put pictures soon.)
Saturday go Tampines Mall to collect something. (Again.)
Yes. I'm that busy for this whole week.
Oh and if you ask what's this website is for,
it's my personal blog. :)
Really cool that I got tags from people that I don't know.
and they come up and say hi.
Thanks a lot for that. :D

He smiled.
His hand was nearly touching mine and I had a strange feeling.
Electric, like a current was running from his skin to mine.
The thin slit of distance between us was as tensely tangible
as the moment between thunder and lightning.
As music hidden in a piano bench.
— Born Confused by Tanuja Desai Hidier

Who loves 'Ice Box' by There For Tomorrow?
I really like songs from Punk Goes Pop 2
and 'Ice Box' is one of them.
My favourite song from that album is....
'Ice Box' of course!
2nd is 'I Kissed A Girl' by Attack Attack!
3rd is 'When I Grow Up' by Mayday Parade.
Mayday Parade is sexy in that song. :P
Maika, the lead singer of There For Tomorrow has an awesome voice.
:DDD That's why 'Ice Box' is so nice.
Some of the lyrics from 'Ice Box':
Why can't I get it right?
Just can't let it go?
I open up she let me down I won't feel that no more (no)
I got memories this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it
Cause my heart is in the same old condition that baby left it
(and I) I apologize for making you cry
Look me in my eyes and promise you wont do me the same

Girl I really wanna work this out cause I'm tired of fighting (fighting)
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you (you, you)
I said I really wanna work this out, but girl I'm trying,
it's no excuse, no excuse.

xoxo Hui Yun 22/3/09