♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

Once you stepped into my life, you set my world on fire. Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely,
I’ll find my way back there.
Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best.
And on that same day, hell will freeze over,
the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.
- I Wrote This For You

Totally agree with what the above says.
If one day I meet someone who makes me feel like that,
it's going to be so hard to get over him when he left
but hopefully I can settle for the second best and choose him..
Plus everything will be fine again..
I'll feel blissful and content again.

Anyway about Alex Evans' butterfly photos,
Which one you think I'll like more?
See whether you know me well.. but it'll be easy. ;)
One of the picture above makes me speechless, it's simply amazing.
He's a genius of course!
Plus really good looking. :)

Enemies, we'll go for your throat.
Well, well, well.
I'm quite okay with going back to school. :)
I wish to be able to sleep more though!
But it's alright, it's okay.
Lalala~
Pretty happy about meeting my friends again.
First day of school, I'm extremely shocked by the dropping of an
'atomic' bomb on us. I was like what the hell?! and a bit angry
I'm sure we can cope with the 'atomic' bomb, we'll be alright!
We can do it kays?! :)
Hahahaha and one pretty funny thing happened yesterday
when I was eating at McDonald's, one of my classmate said
"All of your personal message on MSN have deep meanings behind it.."
Then he quote one example..
I was like lol cause it's not the first time that
someone said something like that and both are guys who asked me.
I guess only guys ask that kind of questions.. well okay..
Girls also.. but sometimes. Mostly are guys.
Truth is people do read your personal messages.
I got the habit for putting song lyrics that I like/love quotes/any other quotes
at my personal messages.. It's my habit.
I fucking love this song.
It's by The Devil Wears Prada(my beloved)
"Assistant To The Regional Manager" lyrics

These writings are to those who have weeped.
These writings are to those who haven't looked
deeply enough into the correct resolution.

Wrong again but stronger now, we can face this.
Fight life with life.
Fight life with life.

All glory to the one in existence.
Bring upon your name, your grace, your everything.
Hold hands and stare into the circle.

What are we looking at?
Rumors and rumors and rumors.
Rumors and rumors and rumors.

Assembly: disintegration.
Rumors and rumors and rumors.
Perish.

Tombstones serve as mirrors and the graves are infinite.
Take a look through the lens and through your eyes.

End the partitioning.
Wrong again but stronger now, we can face this.
Fight life with life.
Fight life with life.
Enemies, we'll go for your throat.

Hahahaha the last line is awesome. :D

The picture above is for you Panpig. :)
and this:
I never stopped loving you. Because I never stopped breathing.
- I Wrote This For You

Hehe forgive me hor..
cause "I never stopped loving you. Because I never stopped breathing."
is not written by me but when I saw that very sentence, it brings me
back to you.. The very day where I said I'll leave you... but
I never stop loving you.
Panpig.. you are so funny you know?
For me, I won't blog about you when it is you
that told me to blog about you.
It's like so... hmmm.. rude? Fake?
Because when I feel like writing about you, I will.
I won't be like "oh Hui Yun, why now you never blog about me?"
then the next thing you know, I go and blog about you, you, you.
You know?
It's like only when you ask, then I do... and that's so not nice.
Ahh.. but my blog titles are always for you.
Most of the time.
Even when I didn't blog about you.
Truth is.. finally it hits me.
'It' is the missing part.
At first I can deal with it.. I said to myself
"He's studying, he needs to.. so don't miss him too much"
It works but only till this weekend.
This poem below is how I feel when I miss you so much.

“Sweetly Numb by Your Name”

It is you.
It is you that I think of when I lie on my bed.
My heart screams out your name over and over again.
Like it is playing a lullaby on repeat mode.
I couldn’t stop that lullaby from playing,
Or
Perhaps I made it play over and over again.
The sweet numbness that your name brings,
Helps me ease the pain of the countless “I miss you”.
I call out your name in my heart till
My eyes close its lids and
I fall deep into slumber.
© Hui Yun 5.44PM 22/4/09

xoxo Hui Yun 22/4/09