♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

The little memories of you now, is not enough for me to get a taste of you. Sunday, April 26, 2009 Sunday, April 26, 2009

"you better believe that you can see me now
I'm on the top of the highest building, and you're still on the ground
at any minute this could all collapse, and i could come back down
but I'm living in the moment...
I'll savor it for now" - "Heights" by Eyes Set To Kill.

This song is amazing because it's
"about being brought down, making the best out of a bad situation,
and turning it into something positive."
It can apply to bad stuff that happen to you,
friendship problems,
love problems.. and then you be positive about it.
This song is amazing!
I'll definitely listen to this song when I'm feeling down. :)

Hmm.. makes sense doesn't it?
The words above makes perfect sense.

I let the clock face the mirror so that
each second takes me closer towards you.
Instead of further away.
- I Wrote This For You

They say you need to let go of your past
then you can let other people into your life.
Like the first sentence that you'll see once you entered my blog
"How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind."
The person that you love just cloud up your mind,
without you knowing it.
The little memories of you now, is not enough for
me to get a taste of you.
It's like not talking to you at all.
It's not enough.. and my heart is missing you.
I don't know why..
but I can like sense it.
I can sense stuff and things when it comes to you.
Like.. for this Friday, you didn't tag me.
Not like last time.
I can feel it.
On that night, I was like "Oh.. He's not gonna tag me."
I don't know.. but I can feel it in my bones.
I can predict stuff when it comes to you.
"My spirit is sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home."
- "Bring Me To Life" by Evanescence

Oh.. lord.
Jeremy DePoyster has finally join Twitter.
Hahaha my favourite singer/my angelic singer/ my saviour
has finally got a Twit!!
I love him so much.
His voice especially. :D
Love TDWP. <333333333
School is pretty okay.
just that for the damn reports, we don't know
whether is do as full reports or only answer the questions for the report.
Week 1 is pretty cool.
A lot of lessons being cancelled and lectures too...
but for week 2, there's gonna be a lot of reports to do.
So it's a busy, busy, busy mode.
My school has open a new cafe!!!
The food is pretty expensive
but it's a must try for coffee addicts.(Not me.)
The muffins looks nice though! Yum. :D
Oh.. and because I'm pretty free for that week,
I wrote another poem.. lol
Hahahaha.
But I love this one.
It's more of a story. :)
Enjoy!

“Bleed For Me Darling”

I miss the winter,
The snowflakes,
And you.

Day one of winter.
I was sitting near to the window,
Watching you as you
Jumped over the fences
And walked briskly into my garden.
I smiled as I glazed into your coal black eyes.
As usual, they seem to sparkle in the morning sunlight.
I named them as “diamonds”.
Girls always love diamonds.
Always.

Day ten of winter.
A piece of snowflakes fall on my lips…
You walked towards me
And placed your lips on mine.
“You’re a good kisser” I said
“I shall kiss you till your lips bleed” he said
And he gave me a wink.
I used to hate blood.
Bloody and so damn red.
I started to crave and love it because
It means that you’ve left a mark on my lips.
It means that I have something of you on me.

Day twenty-one of winter.
I swear that my heart is breaking into pieces
And the world suddenly seems to make no sense…
Because he,
My everything,
My reason for living is going to leave me.
He told me he is leaving for college the next day
And he doesn’t want me anymore.
“Why?” I said, my voice breaking.
“I don’t want you to wait for me, you are still young
And there are much better guys than me, who will love you
And take care of you.”
“But… they are not you and no one can ever be you.”
“I… I really have to go now sweetheart… bye.” he whispered,
The corner of his eyes filled with tears as he walked away.
I miss you already diamonds eyes boy.
Please come back to me.

Three years later,
Diamond eyes boy kneel to the ground and hold a ring in his hands
And said “marry me, my Juliet and I promise I’ll be your Romeo forever.
I will be your pillow when you need someone to hug,
I will be your punching bag when you are angry,
I will be the best listener in this world when you need someone to listen to you
I will be whatever you want me to be,
Your best friend, your guardian angel, your lover.”
“Yes my Romeo, I will marry you” I whispered and I kissed him.

We walked into my house with my blood on his lips.
© Hui Yun 9.49PM 22/4/09

Nice ending for this right?
:)

xoxo Hui Yun 26/4/09