♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

Give me wings so that I can fly beside you, my guardian angel. Wednesday, April 01, 2009 Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Hey..
I wrote something again.
Hmm.. it's pretty non fiction I must say..
but it's all in the past.
So respect it.
First thing first,
Eyes Set To Kill is making a new videoooooo soonnnnnn!
Yayyyyyyyyyyy!
Hope it is for "Young Blood Spills Tonight".
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
Hope it is for “Young Blood Spills Tonight”.
"Young Blood Spills Tonight" is like my 2nd favourite song
from the Reach album.
1st is "Darling" of course!(The video is pretty brutal! I like.)
I also discovered something which is so true I must say.
It makes my head go *nod, nod, nod* at the things the magazine said.
The 'something' I can't say here.
Anywayyy here comes "Dear" written by me.

"Dear"

Dear Z,
You’re my dream guy,
Not only I love the way you love me,
I love every single thing about you.
I always thought that you are a dream that seems too good to be true.
They always say that when you wake up from a dream,
everything will go back to normal.
I woke up crying when you left.
Crying, crying, crying.

(They were wrong about everything will go back to normal.)

Dear Y,
When I first saw you,
I had a huge crush on you.
Love your starry eyes,
Love your smooth as baby’s skin.
Sometimes I wish that I can trace the freckles on your cheeks
Trace it all the way down to your lips so that I can kiss you.
From the way you look at me,
I knew that you like me too.
It was my fault that we drifted apart and I regret not telling you that I like you.
Or i had a crush on you.
I like you, I like you, I like you.

(If we were not meant to be together, nothing can bring us together.)

Dear X,
It was a mistake right from the start.
I shouldn’t invite you into my life to mess with me.
Your black eyes held nothing but lies, and
the warmth in your embrace weren’t meant to last.
My friends said I shouldn’t be with you,
Oh... I should have listened to them.
In spite of that I choose to play with fire because
I thought that I can change you.
But no matter how hard I tried,
I couldn’t.
I couldn’t, I couldn’t, I couldn't.

(They didn’t tell me that lies were part of the treatment.)

Dear W,
Suddenly I was so jealous.
So jealous of all the girls you talked to.
Once you made me cry.
Want to know why?
You love her more than me.
You rather side with her than side with me.
I wish that I had the chance to say “I like you a lot. A lot.”
Even better if I can hear it from those beautiful lips of yours.
I knew you up to primary six, and then we went to different schools.
I guess we were not meant to be together.
Together, together, together.

(I can fight against the clouds, but I can't fight with fate. )
© Hui Yun

I really really like this one.
It's all real. Nothing is fake here.
Feelings can't be fake unless
you don't really like him in the first place.

xoxo Hui Yun 1/4/09