Hello! I'm Hui Yun :)
I love songs louder than what you can imagine.
Jeremy DePoyster, Hayley Williams, Kim Hyun Joong & SHINee are love.
Alex Evans is my hero.
TDWP is my ulimate favourite band.
I adore cartoon bats.
I'm obsessed with the Twilight Saga.
I love my sparkly vampire, Edward Cullen more than you. So deal with that.
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
I love you with all the dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin
and vasopressin in my brain. You are my chemical romance.
When something is broken, it's hard to fix it back. Thursday, March 05, 2009 Thursday, March 05, 2009
"I still bare the scars where my skin was sown back together but my ribcage has never been the same and each day is a struggle to breathe" - http://evairy.deviantart.com/
Screw it!! Sometimes.. we're surrounded by negativity. Negativity from what our friends or family experience. Break ups.. friendship broken or family problems. Its hard not be affected.. and you're going to be scared that it will happen to you too. You feel sorry for them. You want to make them feel better.. but you know.. you just know that it's not going to help. Maybe just a little bit. A little bit of kindness and love from a friend will help.. but at the end of the day... is you that goes through all these. Not your friend. You gonna have to pull yourself up again. You gonna be strong.
I know that life is stressful. Hell load of experience from my part. Homework and the need. The damn it need... the need to go to college.. is making you stress. I can understand that. Last time when someone crashed my confidence when I'm was going through the O level phase.. I was damn pissed and upset. I was angry.. how can you say that to me?! I just work hard and harder. I work for myself and not to prove that you're wrong. All I want when I grow up is to find a simple job.. a pay enough to live a normal life. Marry a guy and live a simple life with him.
I don't want to try so hard.. because for everyone.. there's a breaking point. When you reach it, you're will *crash!* *boom!* and you're broken.
Dear, of course I understand what you're doing through It's such fucking bad luck that something doesn't go right for me and you. (Pardon me for the F word but I'm pretty torn right now..) Sigh..... we knew.. We both knew... We knew how hard it's gonna be. For you, for me, for us. Let's try our best and don't give up till something really bad break us. I just hope.... that what we wish will come true. I just want that.. and nothing else.
When the heart is broken, it's hard to fix it back.. cause the person who break it.. is the one who can mend it.. or you just learn to control the pain and live with it.
EDITED AT 5.01PM:
I'm........ sorry. I tend to jump into conclusions and I think about stuff wayyyy too much. I'm okay now. Happy back. Because he online for me. :) I love you so much dearest dearest panpig. I'm soooo blessed to have you. God. Thank you so much. *smiles*