♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

If I had the world, I'll build you a kingdom. Thursday, March 12, 2009 Thursday, March 12, 2009

"He’s like a drug for you, Bella.
I see that you can’t live without him now.
It’s too late.
But I would have been healthier for you.
Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."
- Jacob, Eclipse.

How true.

This look is soooooo Rock N Roll! :DDD

Black biker leather jacket is a brutal piece of precious diamond.
Brutal.
I love it so much.
I saw a damn gorgeous piece at Esprit once..
but..
it's a freaking $170++ lol.
Anyone who buy me a black biker leather jacket, I'm gonna love you forever.
I swear.
In fashion stuff, I'm a good girl.(as in..... later on you'll know. Haha.
But in music, I'm a bad ass for listening to metal/post hardcore stuff.
Seriously I don't see the niceness of
listening to pop/hip hop/R & B every single day...
It's boring. Sue me.)
I don't spend too much on a piece of shirt/skirt/jacket whatever.
The most expensive thing I brought is a $79.99 Esprit sleeveless shirt.
God.. that 1 is so worth it.
As.... it's blue and it's freaking gorgeous.

I have not give up on having more bands tee and bands whatever stuff.
Misfits are cool but I prefer having TDWP's one instead. :)

Okayyy.
Enough of fashion.
Anyone love UK bands?
If you love UK bands and you like post hardcore and louder kind of music,
try Asking Alexandria.
(I've a harddd time trying to spell out the 'Alexandria'. lol)
They are simply.. A.W.E.S.O.M.E.
A little bit of electro music in their songs but mostly brutal screams
(Which I like sooo much. The brutal screams I mean.)
Lyrics to show their brutalness:

A Single Moment Of Sincerity - Asking Alexandria

False tales lies of a washed up prom queen
Why’d you tell me everything was fine?
Everything was okay?
Get on your knees

Oh why you tore me up
No why everything’s dead inside
Oh you could’ve told me at least I would’ve known
No you should’ve told me and carved it in my bones

Tear out my eyes to remove the gift of sight
Proves ever cursing still the light can’t find us here
Painted red my eyes are burning
And still you hide behind the waves

Your silence is so haunting
Your words relentless, burying in
My heart betrays me for a last first kiss goodbye
Fall asleep and jar one eye
Spilling every lie you’ve spilled before
But I’m not forgiving you

What happened between us what can I give to save us
Being righteous isn’t quite enough
What happened between us what can I give to save me

These oceans are far between our hearts (these oceans are)
The breathing has got too hard

Scream with the voice of an angel
Lie in the name of the gospel
Smile in the face of your victims, smile for me
This is my last request to you
Hold my breath
I was clutching on to disaster

All the memories of you are taped firmly inside my brain.
Whenever I miss you, I'll replay all those memories..
One by one, bit by bit..
and I would always find myself smiling.

I saw it in TV, read in books, saw it in real life that
to maintain a relationship is not easy..
Somemore a relationship like ours Panpig dearest.
I knew that long time ago, but when I really experience it myself
then I know the toughness of it.
Some guys want things happen in their way..
some guys just don't care..
They never ask for your opinion.
I'm very glad that we are not afraid to tell each other
what we are thinking and sometimes.. we have disagreements too.
Which is good.
I want you to know,
no matter how hard it is,
I can struggle, I can cry, I can feel sad
but......
I'll try my damn hardest to meet you 1 day.
I'm trying always but sometimes
The clouds I can handle, but I can't fight with an eclipse .
I love you with my whole heart.
This heart beats for you and only you.

All photos from photobucket.com

xoxo Hui Yun 12/3/09