♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

You know, you know you've got a hold on me. You're wrapped around my world so inconspicuously. Saturday, January 24, 2009 Saturday, January 24, 2009

"When they kiss, it is beautiful: those alabaster heads bent together, smooth as statues - an optical illusion, a mirror image that's folding into itself."
- My Sister's Keeper
I love My Sister's Keeper that book.
Bloody awesome.

Lalalala~
This is the feeling I get when I discovered more nice bands :D
Going to talk more about that later.
I know I really really really have to post this poem here.
This poem is so beautiful..
A sad poem full of emoticons... and the writer got a talent that I wish I have.
It's quite a dark poem..
and need some time to fully understand it. (well.. at least I do.)
Read it pretty please! Love you.

Nightmare Lovers

look:

I'll be your dark horse and you'll be my black sheep,
the figurative outcasts of the animal kingdom.

creatures, creatures, that's all we are. god's little playthings.

we'll sit together and rip the wings from our shoulderblades,
letting the feathers fall to the floor into a pile of cinders.

they tell us this: ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

we'll be suicidal spiders among a horde of ravens,
weaving our webs across brittle bones.

teach yourself to like the pain. become a self-taught masochist.

we'll smear blood on our cheeks and shower beneath black lightning skies.
we'll make ourselves ugly.

fact: beauty is short lived.

we'll sleep in a bodybag and cuddle up tight,
clinging to each other and sharing oxygen.
after all, life is just a dress rehearsal for death.

care to share my coffin?

we'll scream so prettily that it will be a lullaby,
and at the peak note of our song, we'll self destruct.

i'll pull the pin when you pull the plug.

By: http://miss-deathwish.deviantart.com/art/nightmare-lovers-110011105
:)
Super talented girl.

Chinese New Year is cominggggg,
In like a few days time.. anyone want to give red packet to me?
$1000 is more than enough.. just $1000. :P
It's like even if it's CNY... there's like nooooooooo mood.
A test on Thursday.... and there's quite a lot to study for..
How can I have the mood?
Blah..
Anyways.. look on the good side.. I can wear new clothes, eat my ah ma's damn nice cooking food, see my cousins..
(well.. there's some that even if I don't see them I won't miss them. LOL)
Not trying to spoilt the mood.. but I really DO love the things listed above. :)
These few days.. I'm a bit pissed off...... pissed off by small small stuff that
are related to someone..
or maybe can say it's not really a small matter..
but whatever.. A person cannot be too angry easily.
Must learn to forgive and forget.
Even if it's hard.. we should always try.

Oh beautiful creature,
you are so beautiful inside.
Beautiful like how the sunlight shines on a glass
and a little rainbow will pour out of it.
Beautiful like how a blind man sees the sun for the first time.
Just to let you know,
I'll do whatever it takes to keep you smiling and smiling.
I won't let you leave me.. not in 10 years, not in 100 years.. but
I want you to play this lovely game of love,
which means
You'll be my Edward and I'll be your Bella forever.
- Hui Yun
(hahaha by me by me! :D please put a link to this blog if you use this poem. thanks sweetie.)
This poem is inspired by Ricky Yeoh. My darling. :)
The most beautiful creature to me now.
His heart is so beautiful.

I love this 2 bands:
VersaEmerge.(A Fueled By Ramen band.)
And.. Settings.
http://www.myspace.com/versaemerge
http://www.myspace.com/settingsband

lalalala~ Please click on them
and you will know why I love them so much. :)
Oh yeah songs lyrics!!
This time there are 2 songs. :D

VersaEmerge - In Pursuing Design lyrics

Now that you know...
You never said a word with tangled hands dry,
And I see through rose-colored eyes.
Tell me I'm the only chance constantly hanging from the sky.
Pursuing design both far and wide.
Now that you know there's time,
Rethink everything heard by the careless choir.
The way we see these things...
It's how we dream about reality....
Problematic to believe, let alone perceive.
With doubt your mind reads through internally,
While observation flees.
Nothing can turn the sun back around.
Pursuing design and out of time.
Now that you know there's time,
Rethink everything heard by the careless choir.
Sit and watch as I arise.
I lean on surmise, though their eyes are far from dry.
Will fingers uncross?
Will these knots untie?

Settings - Keep Me Safe lyrics

So tell me what's the point of taking you on
It's safe to say that you are everything I'm not
Our situation leaves me bruised and broken
But old temptations keep on sucking me in
You're my medication, my spark to creation
My sole inspiration for the obvious reasons
The reason why I can't hold back any longer
You're a monster, you're a monster

I know, I know this time I'll make it on my own so here I go
Wanna search for something more, something else worth fighting for
I know, I know this time I'll make it on my own so here I go
Wanna search for something so much more, something else worth fighting for

You know, you know you've got a hold on me
You're wrapped around my world so inconspicuously
This situation's left me bruised and broken
Bound by the upperhand, over and over again
So pardon me for this interjection,
Your intention of deception is the last thing that I need
In fact, it's killing me, it's killing me

I know, I know this time I'll make it on my own so here I go
Wanna search for something more, something else worth fighting for
I know, I know this time I'll make it on my own so here I go
Wanna search for something so much more, something else worth fighting for

I love how bands can use their lyrics and inspire people
and sent a message across..
I love how lyrics can mean a thousand of things.
I love how you can write a song to someone
and you will know how much they gonna like it.
I love how difficult it is sometimes to decode a song.
I loveeeee decoding songs and understand them. :)

xoxo Hui Yun 24/1/09