Take care of my heart - I've left it with you.
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Hello! I'm Hui Yun :)
I love songs louder than what you can imagine.
Jeremy DePoyster, Hayley Williams, Kim Hyun Joong & SHINee are love.
Alex Evans is my hero.
TDWP is my ulimate favourite band.
I adore cartoon bats.
I'm obsessed with the Twilight Saga.
I love my sparkly vampire, Edward Cullen more than you. So deal with that.
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
I love you with all the dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin and vasopressin in my brain. You are my chemical romance.



Screams.











Connections.
I know it's hard for you, for me, for us. But we know how much we love each other.. so let's hold on. Saturday, December 27, 2008 Saturday, December 27, 2008
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I'm not going to lie here..
I feel tired and sick sometimes.. not physically.. is more of emotionally.
Tired and sick because sometimes
life just go the opposite way of what you want it to be....
I want to be in control.. but fate always get in the way.. making it tough.
I'm scared.. scared of my results in school.
I want to do well.. I want to improve.. I've been trying my best..
Last night, I told myself not to give in to fate.
I told myself to work hard, to ask more questions
and not to bow down to fate.
I know deep inside my bones that I'm not very good in studying..
I'm just average.. but I'll work harder.
I will prove to myself that I can make it.


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Dear.. can you believe that after all the things you said..
I cried.. not because of what you did.
But because I know how hard is it for you...
for you to hold my heart...
You think I would leave you for what you look like..
you think because of how far we are from each other that I would give up..
Yes.. I'm sad to say that sometimes I think of giving up because it's very tough..
but I know..
from the bottom of my heart
to the back of my head,
to the centre of my bones
that I love you so much..
I know my love for you is true.. I didn't doubt it.. not even for 1 second.
I can't bear to leave you.. I need you.. call me selfish
but I need you more than you can ever imagine..
Need you like a drug..
Call it magic or whatever, I can feel it when something happen to you
or something that includes you.
We 'll work this out..
Don't leave me because I really need you.

"You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless."

You got that kind of effect on me..
and I love you so much that I don't ever want you to go..

It seems stupid and weird to post pictures when talking about sad stuff..
but I like those pictures.. they make me calm down.
Don't worry I'll be okay soon.



xoxo Hui Yun 27/12/08