♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

Oh god.. I miss you like mad. It's insanity Wednesday, November 05, 2008 Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Haha I'm being lazy today..
1st I'll post an entry then later.. I'll start on my Biochemistry report.
Today my eyes are like closing when I was eating my breakfast,
closing your eyes and just sleep is the best at that time.
Oh you can't imagine how tired I was.. because?
I watched a Hong Kong drama series yesterday all the way from 10.30PM to 12.30AM.
God....... the show is so great!!!
How great the show is can't be explain as there's
no word available to describe how wonderful this show is.(yeah it's THAT wonderful)
Sorry but I don't know the English name of that show..
I just know the Chinese name.. but hahaha.. so sorry
my han yu pin yin is pretty bad.. so I'm not going to type in han yu pin yi either.
Really sorry.. if you really want to know.. you will have to talk to me in person.
I HATE that show for making me cry.. hahahaha (:
I cried because I really thought that 1 of the female lead is going to marry a guy that I don't think she should be marrying..
That makes me freaking sad..
I feel so damn bad for the nice guy who loves her all along..
he did so much things for her!!
Make her happy when her ex boyfriend left her..
Make her smile... help her with her problems..
He is perfect
(but not so perfect like Edward Cullen :P hahaha, I'm a true Edward fan okay?)
He's nice, sweet, romantic but not rich
Once when the female lead and him was young that time, the girl has short sightedness.. so the guy make a board full of numbers and words..(you know like those they have for you to check eye sight?)
and he asked the girl to read those words out.
1 of the words is I LOVE SHORT SIGHTEDNESS TURTLE(okay.. not exactly like that but close to it).. The turtle is a nickname he gave to the girl.
Awwwwwwww... sweet right?

I really miss you oh so much my dearest panpig..
Last week was manageable..
but this week.. aww.. I really miss you so much.
Without you making jokes to make me laugh it feels so different..
Without you here, it feels like something is missing inside of me.
It feels like this with you around:
Under the wings of an angel immortal, I feel protected and safe.
Under his gaze, everything is possible.
With his love, life takes on significance.

There's a thing that's bothering me right now..
I guess I just have to bear with it.
Walking through a dark alley,
The darkness creeps me inside,
Feelings of uneasiness becomes part of my emotions,
It is not easy to be brave all the time,
But I know I still have to walk through it,
because that's the only way home.
After last night, I think it through
I know it's very unfair.. but sometimes.. life is unfair..
what can I do?
I'm not god, I can't control the things that happen around me.

I don't know should I say 'yay' or just say 'blah' because..
I noticed that I like metal music even more now!!
They got a vibe that get rid of your angry feelings and unhappiness
plus the music is just so addictive!!
Even post hardcore music can make me sleep. lol Not joking here.
But.. I don't want to just like metal and forget about everything else!
I want my pop rock, punk, post hardcore, screamo, rock songs still!

Special Post For Everyone (:
(or should I say only girls will like it hehehe :D)
The 3 guy strangers that I like the most.
But of course my panpig is number 1 in my heart.
No 1 can replace you.
I love you.

Introducing.....................................

Edward Cullen:
It's pretty clear that..
He's perfect.
He's a fictional vampire. (:

Haha gosh! I love Bella's dress :D
gorgeous much?

Hahaha the apple looks fake. But I still like Edward (:

Alex Evans:
He takes beautiful pictures.
He is multi talented.

Haha my 1st thought was 'wow'.

Aww.. sweet smile.
Makes me smile too.

Jeremy DePoyster:
He is from The Devil Wears Prada.
He has an AMAZING voice.(sounds like an angel voice)
Good guitarist. (:

You rock!!

I love the sound of your voice.. plus cool shirt.

xoxo Hui Yun 5/11/08