♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

I'm weak in long distance relationships... but.. only you can make me believe in it Friday, October 24, 2008 Friday, October 24, 2008

I love this picture!

Hello everyone! (:
Yeah, yeah I know that it's been a damn long time since
I written a new blog post. I'm really sorry about it.
It's definitely not because I don't like writing a blog anymore..
but.. I am soooooooo freaking busy with my life since school started!
when I came back from school, I bathe, eat my dinner and start to switch on computer for printing of notes or for doing homework.
Even my friendster stuff, I also hardly check it..
No time!! I'm a busy girl. lol
Because of the importance of being educated and all those college degree stuff,
I've decided to put school as the most important thing of my life.
Oops.... sorry.
Sorry I forgot all these important people.. I didn't mean to do this!
hahahaha! ;)
I should say my family is 1st, my panpig dearest is 2nd, friends are 3rd, health is 4th,
school is 5th. (:
School is stressful. I know that very well.
When I saw how my panpig dearest talk to me about his English oral thingy,
I see this heading popping out "I'M STRESS OUT BY THE ORAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I didn't mean to be over the top with the huge words..
but you know..(the you is my dearest).. I can tell.
In Singapore we've been trained how to come out with a situation in let's say
10 minutes... Dear.. you're not the only one who has to go through this..
all of us been through this.. It's just a training for you, so that in the near future you can use this skill.
Just practise and jia you!!
I know you can do it. Because...
(you're the smartest boyfriend I ever had ^^)
It's true.
I swear.
Some other people just don't get it.
(they don't freaking know when it's pretty clear that I don't want to do this, I don't want to do that.. because.... THEY JUST DON'T KNOW.......)
Hmmmmmmmm.. how shall we describe them?
(Fill in the blank)
When I don't want to...
for example.. take up your calls. And I said I don't have time, I'm busy..
Or....... I don't even give a reason why I didn't call you back when you call me
It have to mean something right?
It means that..
I don't wish to take your calls.
Full stop.
Please for god sake, stop calling.
It makes me wonder whether last time did you call your exes like that.
But.. I don't freaking care!
Without you my life is better and sweeter.
Thanks.

Today, I went to eat Toast box with my poly friends.. yummy...
I love the ice lemon tea, the laksa, the peanut butter bread!!!!!!!!!!!
So yummy and nice..... yum yum~
We talked about dreams... while eating.. dreams like dreaming about
your loved ones... or the person that you love..
So far... all the dreams that I had about the guy that I'm dating at that time
are all bad dreams....... It's true.
Until... I dated my current boyfriend.. My dearest panpig.
The dreams that I had about him is all sweet and the sweetest is.....
There's a row of chairs.. and he sat next to me.. we talk and talk...
suddenly...
he turned over to me and kiss me softly, sweetly on the lips...
that kiss is definitely a surprise one... and wow.....
that kiss felt soooo real.. I almost can feel it.
The tenderness of it is hard to describe... it's like a fast yet romantic kiss
that you will never forget for the rest of your life.
It will haunt you.. but in a good way. (:
The unforgettable kiss~ hehe good name for it.
Dear dear, I want this kiss ah. (:
I will wait for that day to come no matter how long it takes.
I can talk to all the guys,
but the only person I wish to talk to from morning to dusk is you.
I can see extremely handsome guys,
but my heart wants only you.
I can love my idols,
but they cannot be compared to you.
You may not be by my side for now,
but I know that my heart already belongs to you.
I love you.
I need you.
I miss you.
I want you.
I love, only you.
I need, only you.
I miss, only you.
I want you and only you can make my heart sing.
Now I live on the faith that we will get married 1 day
and we gonna have a baby 1 day, cause you call my baby cousin as our baby. (:
Hehehe

Okay. I love this song oh so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Love Maker" by Saosin

Run away and play your games
Hide well so I can't find you
I'll wait for summer to come
then laugh as the trees burn down around you
your body was just a test for me
and if I run as fast as I can
the thought of your memory
will catch up with me
will catch up with me

I'm always late with my words
We tried so hard
I should have told you
but I never really cared
you always mislead me
You always got the worst of me

Its a shame that your still lying broken here
In this moment everything just seems so clear
because,
Her body was just a test you see
If you run as fast as you can
the thought of my memory
will catch up you see

I'm always late with my words
We tried so hard, we tried so hard
I should have told you
but I never really cared
You always mislead me

when summer passes, I'll let go
and if you don't feel
then just take yourself out
and when summer passes let me know
so I can find meaning to live

I'm always late with my words
We tried so hard, we tried so hard
I should have told you
but I never really cared
You always mislead me

It's a very sad song.. I almost cried when I heard the acoustic version
of it... But hey..... Hui Yun is a brave girl. I don't cry so much. (:

xoxo Hui Yun 24/10/08