♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

I'm screaming I love you so.. my thoughts you can't decode Friday, October 03, 2008 Friday, October 03, 2008

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!!!!
The moment that I'm waiting for..
The song is finally here!!!!!!! (:
I LOVE 'Decode' by Paramore to bits!!
1 of my favourite songs by Paramore definitely..
The lyrics totally describle how Bella feel for Edward..
Twilight + Paramore = Dream team :D
Great job on this song!!
Okay! Breathe......
Cause....

HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR 'Decode'!

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win
You're losing sight
All the time

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

Paramore is such a genius band (:
I love 'Decode'!!!
I have been listening to it on repeat mode. :D

Hayley. (:

Oh my god..........
I swear my heart is still beating in a freaking weird way..
I was using the computer in the early afternoon..
when suddenly my aunt kept on shouting in a extremely weird way..
like whose weird sounds out of horror movies..
She kept on saying.. "Idrys, Idrys..........."
I thought she's playing with Idrys.. but the sound is so weird..
then my sister shouted.. so I ran out..
and Idrys' eyes was pointing upwards.. seeing nothing....
I can see that he has fainted.. I was like.. oh my god what happened??
My heart pumped extra fast.. and I couldn't think...
I was damn shocked..
such a cute little baby boy fainted.. what the hell happen??
After which.. my aunt told my sister and me to pack all the things
like Idrys' birth cert and all those important stuff..
He was supposed to go to his doctor to check on his fever..
but he fainted..... =(
So poor thing.... Luckily he woke up when my aunt and my uncle rushed him
to the clinic opposite my block...
He kept on crying and crying....
I think that voice will be struck in my mind...
poor Idrys.. so young.. yet he fainted.. and he's just a baby for god sake..
Get well soon!
I love you..
God bless..

Yesterday my mum cooked up a din..
when I buy those studded belts.. She doesn't like me to wear those stuff..
cause she thinks it's too gangster type..
I like you know.. all those rock star wearing kind of clothes..
so.. I tend to like that belt..
I went to Bugis Street with Shi Fu and Sarah.
(aww.. I wish Kian Hwee and Helen was with us..)
I always love outing with you guys!!
So fun (:
Checking out people and seeing nice clothes.. Fun!
Thank you for the fun! (:

Well.... I wish you read this and you know.. that I'm talking about you..
You know..
I know that you don't want to talk about this..
But from long time ago, I knew that you can't get over him.
Maybe.. you still love him..
I know.. I know
it's none of my busincess..
anyways.. He is so NOT worth it.
There are guys that you find that it's hard to get over them..
but... he lied to you before!
ONCE A LIAR, ALWAYS A LIAR
Besides.. he doesn't really care about you..
I'm rude I know.. but tell me..
will a guy who is so much older then you, will love you so much?
Get over him.
I dated him before.. and I hate the person I become when I met him.
I cried for him, cried for his lies.. when I think about him and our relationship..
I want to tell myself that I am fucking stupid.
Stupid for believing him.
Try to get over him.
He's not worthy of your tears..
Try to do things that will not remind you of him.
Stop contacting him.. only then you will find it easier to forget about him.
Cheer up yeah?
I am not very close to you but I care for you..

Thanks a lot my darling panpig..
(:
You made me smile by tagging me..
oh.. I love you so much!
I love the person I am when I am with you..
This sounds very hard to explain..
but.. you made me happy, whenever you say you love me..
with this.. you made me smile like an insane person.. I swear.. this is true. (:
Not that it bothers me though.. haha (:
I love you as much as you love me.
Forever and forever and forever..
That's how long I'll love you..
or..
There is 12 roses.. 11 real and 1 fake.
I'll love you until the last rose dies..
or..
I promise to love you forever, every single day of forever..
You are beautiful.. and I'll do anything for you.
You mean the world to me.. from that day onwards
you're the most important person to me..
I love you very very very very very very much.

xoxo Hui Yun 3/10/08