♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

When you insult the things that I like, you are insulting me Monday, September 22, 2008 Monday, September 22, 2008

Awwwwwww.. so sweet right?
hahaha I love Edward! (:

I am quite upset about something.
As you should already know by now, I simply adore screamo/metal music.
The music that is considered oh-so-loud.
Yes.
It is loud.
You will ask me but why you like them so much?
Well.. this question is so damn easy to answer.
I found my true passion in music with screamo/metal music.
I like all kinds of rock music.
Even those that are louder.
So get this into your mind, and
don't. ever. insult. this. kind. of. music.
Why?
Why you must insult my music by saying
these type of songs have no meaning at all?
Get this clear:

ALL SONGS HAVE MEANINGS!

If you don't understand what they are singing,
it's because you don't know how to understand those songs..
and you never go and read their lyrics..
"Higinia" by Bless The Fall
is about the lead singer singing about his
grandmother.. It's for his grandmother.
Read this:
"If you could, stay here for just,
A little bit, a little while, a little bit with me (your what makes me).
And if god could keep you with me,I'd trade just about anything."
There is meaning inside these songs!
Just that they are not so easy to understand.
The meanings are deep.

You still say that all they do is 'shouting'..
oh well.. screamo = lots of screaming
Metal = screaming also!
The screaming is what makes the song nice.

They have talent okay?
If not why some talented guitarist from metal bands
are so famous today? Even after so many years..

If you say all these things..
you know what?
You are insulting the things that I like
and you are insulting me....
Why can't you accept that I like these kind of music?
Because
1) Very few girls like these kind of music in Singapore.
2) It's not easy to like these kind of music because they are loud.
I can scold you with all the swear words that I know during
that time when you told me all these things..(which of course is not true and I know better) but you are 1 of the closest person to me on this earth.
I care for your feelings.. you might not know it
but I am very upset by what you said..
At least, I didn't go to you and say
hey.. the songs that you like have no meanings at all
and they have no talent at all...
Will you like it?
No right?

You still say that, I don't go and listen to the songs that you recommend..
well..... get this straight.
I don't tell my friends to listen to songs that I know they will not
like it...
Sad to say.. you don't understand this part of me.
I don't force people to like the music that I like..
If I tell you about 1 song, this means that it's not any songs close
to screamo/metal songs. Okay?
You have to trust me on this..
This is the part that upsets me the most.
If I know that you don't like my music, you can break my legs and all
but I wouldn't ask you to listen to Bring Me The Horizon and stuff like that.
Okay?
Peace.

Awwwww.. this sucks..
Kian Hwee and Helen can't go out with us anymore.. :(
Their mother don't allow them to go out anymore..
I think all of us can't go out anymore..
This is sad.. :(
If we have to go out without you guys, it will not be fun..
I wish I can go out with Wan Yin, Deavi and Zafirah soon!
Before a new school term starts.. okay? (:
It's been almost a whole month since I last saw my bestie
and I miss her!
I miss you Wan Yin!

I am so totally into the poly scene now..
I don't even know that this period is the final exams period
for secondary school students..(lol)
Until my sister told me, "my exam is this coming Friday"
I was like huh? Really?
hahaha
I am so freaking blur now..
Blur about things that happened around me..
I know my sister can do well 1..
I am really proud to have her as my sister.
Smart and very pretty (:
Jia you!!!
You know..
sometimes.. what people say about you can affect you so much..
You start to think too much..
after what I heard about the songs that I like have no meaning at all..
I was like freeze in that time zone..
I start to think... is it true?
I start to think that what I like since late last year, is all but
songs that are only about shouting and nothing else..
It sucks to know that what other people say to you
can affect you so much..
But I know better.
The songs that I like, is me.
This what that represents me.
They make me happy.
I am happy to say that I understand what Oli Sykes screams
in his songs. (:
I am proud of what I listen to.
So please, respect what I like
and respect me.

xoxo Hui Yun 22/9/08