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Dying Rose.. No one can save it.. Tuesday, September 02, 2008 Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Imagine a dying rose..
the colour of the rose is turning black..
all of the petals have faded, 1 by 1 it drops to the ground...
No matter how hard we try to save it, it will still be dying..
Our situation is more or less like that.
How can we save it?
Some things take both hands to clap..
During that time, only 1 hand is doing most of the job..
It is suffering while the other hand is having fun...
I will never be happy, when he is not what I want, what I always dream of...
I can never find happiness with you, even if we start again.
Because I will be reminded of the past events 1 fine day..
Even if you say, you wouldn't do the wrong things again.. I don't even think
that I can trust you..
Relationships need trust.
It breathes, live, drink trust.
1 simple word: Trust.
Tell me, how can this work? How can I trust the other hand again?
How?
When the trust is already lost, how can I trust him again?
You are just like a bad dream that I never ever want to have.
What's the point, when he makes you sad more than makes you happy?
Only idiots will want to continue this...
I got to tell you what I want yeah.. but I know you know the answer.
I know you wouldn't wait for long and yet again I am correct.
I know you can't stay single for long.
I know you quite well.. I can't say very well though. But do you know me well?
The answer is no...
We are better off this way.

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Last Friday, I went to sit the Singapore Flyer around evening time
with my family.. The ride was not bad.. but I think because I have seen Singapore so manyyyyyyy times that it was an okay ride..
well if I am a tourist, I will like it. (:
Then Saturday I went to Night Safari!!!!!!
That 1 was fun. The damn thing is we waited 1 hour plus for a stupid bus which
never come at all.... :X
That was stupid.. wasting time sitting around Orchard just to wait for a bus..
I like the tram ride a lot, which was very cool and the animals are so close to us!
That was exciting (:
Plus some of them are very huge! Bigger than what you see in TV lol
I am pretty scared about the flying fruit bats.. we went to some area, where the bats can fly around freely.....
So freely that I am pretty scared that 1 of them will land on my clothes.. LOL
I flinched when some of them suddenly fly around.. I just hope that they wouldn't land on my clothes hahaha!

I love this song by Bring Me The Horizon!!
I just put the lyrics here
Title: For Stevie Wonders Eyes Only (Braille)

It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence,
you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I whispered in her ear:Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take your hope, your dreams, your love,
Till there's nothing left

I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take that shit you call a life, in a single fucking breath.
I'll take your hope,
I'll take your fucking dreams!
I'll take your love,I'll take everything you fucking...
BITCH!

I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies,
I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies.

It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The hours are days, the days are dead,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,

I hear the fear in your voice
But you shouldn't feel a thing,
Your life's already worse than any pain that I could bring,
That I could bring,
That I could bring,

I could make it December every day,
But you're so blind, it may as well be May,
And I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for this is Death
And I whispered in her ear:
Fear me, 'cause I am Death

One more time,

I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,I'll take everything you ever loved
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me, for I am Death.
For I am Death.
For I am Death
Bitch

Sorry if there is too many bad words.. that you are not supposed to see....
But I can ensure you that this song is amazing. (:

xoxo Hui Yun 2/9/08