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The outside world holds no interest for me without you Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Alex Evans!!!!!!
This picture is so freaking aborable!!!!!!
I LOVE his innocent look in this picture!
And...... those blue eyes.. awwwwwww

I like Vampirefreaks.com!
It's the greatest site ever to see nice pictures.. hahaha ;)
This picture is 1 great example of the guys you can see there..
so.... you can imagine right? :P

Exams is coming!! Oh my god!!!!!
That's freaking near..... It's what? In early August.. start on 7 August.. :X
But.. somehow..... time like pass extremely fast.... today is 23/7/08
faster than you can say "Alex Evans is so hot"... 1 month have passed and it's my birthday.. LOL XD
But must STUDY, STUDY, STUDY 1ST before celebrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Before playing must STUDY!!
I know what I want for my birthday.. I want a lovely pair of Vans flats!! (:
I used to envy all those models in Teen Vogue... They can model for the shoes..
and awwwwwww... those shoes are so amazing.. the colours are so beautiful!
awwwwwwww...
I know that Vans are like super expensive for the more unique type of Vans shoes.
but for the flats.. I guess it would be cheaper.. hmmmm...

This is 1 example of the Vans shoes that I fell in love with.. when I saw at in a magazine.. awwww.. my lover~~ lmao

I don't know why.. but I am getting thinner! Ouch... :X
That sucks... On Monday when I wear my jeans... I feel like it's quite loose..
I thought what happened to my belt... but actually I am getting thinner! Oh freak
Maybe it's the stress.. of exams.. and the numerous homework...
erm.. also can be because when I felt upset about.... you know.. my problem with my ex.. I don't have the mood to eat.. Sit in front of nice food also eat a little bit only..
and the food is like tasteless.. during those days.... it really suck..... Then I will starve... maybe I have been starving too much for the past week.. that's why....
Panpig is such a nice person.. he told me that he will not let me get hurt.. That's why even if he needs to scold me in order to let me know how bad my ex is.. he will do it.
I regretted not listening to him and choose to believe my ex time and time again....
Until on Friday, I had enough.... Finally I break down and just....... cry..
He is right all along..... he said that only if I get hurt very badly then I will wake up and know who treats me well and who doesn't...
I wish you were living in Singapore (:
Thank you so much
Next time bring you............ to the ocean and you shall be the shark's food Hahahaha! :P
Silly panpig..... always cry for me.. next time don't..

I am so confused but I do know 1 thing.
That is you don't treasure things that you have, when you lose it... finally you realise how much you miss it..
Then.. don't lie to me in the 1ST place...
If you love me so much in the 1ST place.. you wouldn't have lie and cheat on me..
I just think that it's very cruel.. for you to find mei and ask her to put in good words
for you.. because she is your stead when you asked her to do that! Even though..
she is sort of like a third party.... but she don't know that you are also lying to her..
That's why it's not counted...
Damn it!
This world is freaking confusing.... hate it when someone treat me like shit last time and now wants me back.
Promise that he will love me more and ask me to give him chance..
I am scared.... that you will revert to you old ways and hurt my poor heart again....
I really don't wish..... to. be. hurt. by. you. anymore...
....arghhhh.....
This is serious shit.

Okay.. I got to work on German oral and my report
bye!
Wish me luck okay? Hehe (:

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xoxo Bobo 23/7/08