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Sometimes i wish i can be numb to feelings, then i would not get hurt.. Tuesday, April 08, 2008 Tuesday, April 08, 2008

So cool!! A Vain Attempt Presents "Love Is Like Suicide" Demo
i love the combination of white and black, makes the artwork and words stand out
oh my god.....
Rikki of A Vain Attempt, age 18
is so hot and handsome! i thought only Alex Evans and 1 more guy..(i dunno his name..) are the hottest emo guys ever..
but no.. Rikki is hot and handsome too!
hehe.. let me show you his picture

handsome right??
hehe.. not only guys from Bless The Fall are handsome and hot
there is also A Vain Attempt another screamo/emo band, which have guys that are handsome and hot
i like the demo's name, its very surreal that love is like suicide..
sometimes, when you are in love you can be hurt by your boyfriend too..
not only break ups can be painful
the things that he say might hurt you.. although he might not know it..
it can rip your heart apart.. maybe even makes you wonder whether he truly loves you a not.. this is when you are beginning to feel insecure about the relationship
it sounds very sad right.. its like something out of a Korean drama..
suicide is a good word to describe love sometimes.. i totally agree
its like millions of knife, cut through your heart..
sigh.. its like i become very emotional again.. Emo Time! lol
to friends and family also.. sometimes words can hurt like hell..

that is why sometimes, i wish i can be numb to feelings, then i would not be hurt by anyone.. numbness is the best..

Sunday is my sporty cousin, Kai Ling's birthday.. We are like poles apart
we went to Bedok Reservoir to celebrate..
Kai Ling's friends and some relatives(i am not included, cause i am too tall.. serious! i am so not joking..) took part in dun know what climb across 'bridges' and still got a mini flying fox thing..
you know what? it a $25 for 1 children!! oh my fk god! so expensive right?? just climb a few trees.. cross over some 'bridges' cost $25? are you kidding me? but there is this mini flying fox thingy.. which is kind of cool
for me.. i wouldn't celebrate my birthday at that place.. i would rather book 1 of my favourite bands to perform for my birthday.. Wow.. that will be the coolest birthday ever! Imagine singing along with them, watching them live!! wow! wow!
taking photos with them and autographs!!
its like my greatest dream come true!!
Wake up already girl.. wait long long.. book 1 band is like so so so so so expensive.. plus they have to fly from American/Europe to come here.. air tickets are expensive nowadays..
but hey.. a girl can dream right? hahahaha

I also watched Death Note part 1 on channel U, last Sunday at 8.30pm..
gosh.. it rocks!! L is so so so cute! i love L! L rocks!!!!!!!!!!
Misa Misa is so cute and pretty! i love her dressing style!
so Gothic plus cute..
I Love Death Note!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo Bo-turn 8/04/08