♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

I love the way you put your hands around my waist.. its so nice and i feel so secure with you hugging me.. Tuesday, March 18, 2008 Tuesday, March 18, 2008

wow.. such a nice picture.. so sweet... hugging is the best method to feel like you are in heaven.. well.. i guess kissing is better.. so much better.. hehehe..

this is to laogong.. please dun read if you are not him.. thanks... lol just kidding relax..
so sorry for today, 18/03/08.. last night i really feel like wanting to go out with you again but.. i thought you dun want to meet cause your handphone dun have any money left.. then i am not sure... haiz.. sorry.... today my mood really quite bad..
feel very sad.. very empty inside.. because i cannot go out with you.. my mum will scold again...
anyway.. after our 1st date, i really like going out with you.. you make me feel so so so secure with you protecting me..
i never have that kind of feelings before..
i like the way you hug me by the waist.. the feeling is so sweet.. can also say
its like i am in cloud nine..
i dun care.. i want you to hold me in your arms forever
i want many many dates ahead hehe
you are my hero.. laopo will always love my dearest sweetest laogong muacks..
by the way my overseas ex boyfriend know that i dun love him anymore..
i saw that his profile picture have changed.. anyway its good that he know le
but he never say anything... make me feel like he dun care at all..
but really ah.. it doesn't matters..
its better now so that i can fully concentrate in loving you..
i love you so much
and i really miss you so so much
i can't take it a day without laogong here.. sob sob..
dreams can't take the place of loving you, there is gotta be a million reasons why this is true..

my mood really bad today.. please dun piss me off..
so sad that i cannot go and see my laogong... sigh..
please i beg you.... please someone make me laugh.. so that i can be happier..
make me laugh like a crazy girl... aiya... i know la..
i watch the channel 8 9pm show..
surely can laugh like mad... but oh my god.. have to wait till 9pm..
i am dying slowly le.....
never mind about me dying........
Eyes Set To Kill is so damn cool!!
girls in a screamo band!
no wonder so many people listen to them
the female singer's or singers' voice is so haunting and girly
the haunting part is so true.. its a bit like Evanescence as in the haunting voice part
but still its a screamo band so of course its very different
i love the male screamers voice!!! so nice man!
i love the way they got the screaming parts and haunting parts so cool!!
the way they mix it, its like magic!
plus these days i can't get enough of "I Belong To The Skies"
the song is 1 million, 1 zillion times nicer when i listen to it in my ipod
so clear and the drums beat so nicey!
everyday must listen to that song
my 2nd favourite song by Hopes Die Last
my ipod is like my shadow, where i go, it will follow me in my bag
and my best friend! I Love It, its my darling.. i can hug it everyday.. hahahaha
okay.. before i drool over my ipod, i better stop talking about it
if not all the place got saliva.. eeeeeeeee...

talking about eeee things..
i got MANY things to talk about..
the check-up for polytechnic is the most irritating and disgusting thing i ever done
trust me i really hate it
why irritating? well.. i have to wait so damn long....
the instructions are not very clear.. not even near to the C word.......
make me confuse... :X
and the urine test? yucks.. its so disgusting
i must like go the toilet all the freaking time
and my hand smells..... but i got wash it 10times with soap.. LOL joking.. relax ah..
i really scared that there are doctors reading this..
then they will think that i am crazy.. and they drag me to the hospital....
okay so i am SO not going to go near that check-up place anymore..
give me the creeps..
that is all for today.. i better go and get the memory washer to wash my memories of that place..
xoxo Bobo 18/03/08