♥ I breathe you in, like sunshine into my lungs.

Sunny shining like rays on the waterfront Friday, August 31, 2007 Friday, August 31, 2007

Hey.. all i want to say is..
the picture feature Silverstein ^^ which is a emo, hardcore, punk band
today i manage to find all of my teachers and pass the gifts to them
i thought i was going to have the walk holding the gifts but luckily
i manage to pass to them before the walk starts lucky me haha ^^
today i heard from my teacher that i passed my Physics!!
YAY!! so happy cause last time i always fail 1..
now improve already..
i guess i made the right choice
but i got work hard de leh..
i do a lot of questions before prelims haha..
but next time must do even better
must practice more more more until i tried the ten years series a lot of times ^^
hopefully my chemistry also pass.
CONGRATS TO SUE TING!!!
for getting the highest in Physics
i knew that your hard work surely will pay off 1 (.^__^.)
i always see you practicing, asking questions
bring your books everyday
YES!!!
Holidays only need to go back 1 day haha..
so happy..
the funny thing about today is my teacher is very happy that i pass until he kept on smiling lol..
but i think not very funny la..(LOL)
By the way i LOVE Emery, Saosin, Underoath and From First To Last!!
Oh ya and SILVERSTEIN!!
all of them rocks!!!
their songs are soo nice
a lot of thanks to Silverstein official website for "introducing" these bands to me
i visited their purevolume and myspace website to listen to their songs
turns out they are real good
not kidding at all

These is taken from Silverstien official website www.silversteinmusic.com

SMASHED INTO PIECES
Never again. I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine. Maybe when you find out that I'm dead, you'll realize what you did to me. And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me? If I can make myself believe, I'll give you back what you took away. No, I won't let it go. Douse myself in gasoline. So don't save me when you come into the fire. I'd rather die than have to see your smile. You made me swear. I can't sleep. Realize all these things that you took from me. Smash my heart into dust. Suffocate my mind. Tear at me from inside. Smash apart what you created. How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul? It was yours to begin with.

Love this song
and Saosin's "SEVEN YEARS"!!!!
seven years is so nice to listen to
although last time i dun really listen to songs that have quite a lot of screaming
in them but now..
i love it!!
i like them because when i am upset or angry
i listen to angst songs or songs that have a lot of screaming in them
they "help" me to vent my anger..
this method is good
everytime i listen to
happy songs : i feel very happy like can float in the air.. lol
sad songs : makes me want to cry..(no joke) especially songs that are very emotional and touching
angry songs : helps me to vent my anger and makes me feel better
music affects my mood..
tomorrow i think i am not going to have 2 tution
because too tiring already
so i think i have to cancel 1
and only have 1 tution tomorrow
quite good la..
but holidays will have MORE tuiton
aiya sianz..
but if i do well this time
i will get something that i always wanted
the feeling of getting that you have always desired is like soooooooo shiok
so happy
so hyper
until i can JUMP up for joy(XD)
last time when my mum brought the black jeans
i was sooooo happy until..
i jump up happily
and at night i slept happy(lol)
Long time never got the p!atd forum already..
must go and check it out
got 1 thing very tiring there is that
you have to post about 100+ or 100 posts(oops sorry i can't really remember :X)
to be a junior member or something member..
i can't remember this 1 too..
guess i am old already
got failing memory
sometimes have to scroll up scroll down the website to view the posts
view view until my eyes very weary and can cross also
but actually being whatever member does not really matters
what matters is that i get to know more about p!atd and that is good enough le
not need to be a whatever member cause the post is like nothing lol
is like just a name..
but its still kinda cool
so i will try to reach that target
or should i just leave things to nature?
aiya.. next time then think..
OH YA HOR..
today will be my last post for august.
WOW time pass soooooooo fast
like yesterday is the 1 of august like that
i guess seasons are changing and times flies past
like how fast a stream can go..
it is a scary thought
cause these means
the O LEVELS are drawing very near..
AHH!!
thinking it makes me scared
last time O level Chinese paper
being in the hall feels like it was very serious and very important like that
the feeling is very different from the feeling that you have when doing school exams
hmm.. okay.. goodbye for now
enough of typing whahaha!!
xoxo 31/08/07

DAMN IT!!!!!!!! Thursday, August 30, 2007 Thursday, August 30, 2007

WTH!!!
Haiz............................
There is something sooooo damn WRONG about the Friendster thing..
my profile things were all messed up!!!!!!
now.. i have to retype all the profile things!!
sigh.. it will take a long time sia..
just now still can view 1 now cannot.. why??
Maybe too many people going to friendster so all crashed up.. dots..
i think only my profile cannot update leh..
i think i better restart the computer to see how..
hopefully it works
WAIT! i think my computer is the one that is WRONG sian ah......
1st time put my own photo on blog hehe hope its nice ^^
Hmm.. this Sunday maybe go and watch movie with my family
hopefully can go.. hehe ^^
this Saturday on chemistry rememdial.. must cancel the tution to another day or change timing le..
BUT..... i got 2 TUTION ON THAT DAY.....
how to change?
i come back from school surely very tired liao..
still must have tution..
i think i am going to fall asleep lol..
Please, Please let the Friendster thing work again!!!
Hey by the way today is Ryan's BIRTHDAY!!
Happy Birthday to Ryan of p!atd
21 years old already.
Adult already.
no longer a teenager.
well all the best and may all your wishes come true!!
continue to rock us with nice songs!!
luckily myspace works..
i went to myspace to say happy birthday already
hope that you can see it.. haha
OKAY... so Friendster is under maintenance haiz..
i miss Friendster sobsob(lol)
Friendster is great!
cause from there i know many new friends and i can know more about my favorite bands ^^
which is a bonus la.. haha (.^__^.)
Okay! now can already YAY!!! *claps*(lol)
Change skin already!!!
love this new skin too!!
spend about 2 hours finding a nice skin..
This is a song by Silverstein. Named 'My Herorine' taken from their official website: www.silverstein.com

MY HEROINE
The drugs begin to peak. A smile of joy arrives in me. But sedation changes to panic and nausea, and breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer. You won't try to save me. You just want to hurt me and leave me desparate. You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had. I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth. How do you do it? You're my heroine. You won't leave me alone. Chisel my heart out of stone. I give in everytime. I bet you laugh at the thought of me thinking for myself. I bet you believe that I'm better off with you then someone else. Your face arrives again. A hope I had becomes surreal. But under your covers, more torture than pleasure. And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter. Not now or forever will I ever change you. I know that to go on, I'll break you my habit. I will save myself.

xoxo *peace* 30/08/07

Another Day Monday, August 27, 2007 Monday, August 27, 2007

Hello!!
I just want to say..
i decided to write my posts in full English because if i am too use to short form, my
compositions marks will slide down..
so its better to be cautious. English grades is very important in deciding your furture and its better to practice speaking English at home.
At home i speak in a mixture of chinese and english so its quite okay..
WAH!!!!!
Today's Geography was damn hard sigh..
i think the effort that i put in to study from roughly 12pm to 5pm is wasted liao..
luckily the Maths paper was not that hard.. Hopefully i dun make careless mistakes..
Tomorrow is Social Studies paper, must jia you! dun disappoint my parents and Mrs Chan.
Last few weeks i spend a lot of time studying on Iceland, Iceland and Iceland
until..
i can dream of Iceland..
Creepy but at the same time good.
Why good? some people might think i'm going crazy(LOL XD)
its good cause you already know the topic very well and if it comes out in O levels
you no need to worry that much..
Okay that's all for today..
hope that by Thursday i can post the photos!
OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By the way.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN MARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE BEST TO YOU AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!!!!!
xoxo 27/8/07

Emo or not? Friday, August 24, 2007 Friday, August 24, 2007

Hey.. All i wanna say is:
Haha.. today english prelims was quite okay..
luckily the compo topic is something that i have experienced before thus its quite easy to write it..
but whether i will do well a not, depends on the teacher.
Hmm.. the following days i will be very busy studying..
must be guai.. LOLS
must be guai to study from dawn to dusk.. haha..
after O levels can play until mad le haha..
must constantly remind myself that after O levels can slack from morning until night..
hehe.. so now work hard, later play 10 times harder wahaha!!
nowadays, i go the p!atd forum, my eyes very tired
cause must scroll down everytime to see those posts..
haha.. but quite nice to know more my favourite band.
Its a pleasure to know more about them ^^
thanks to those fan sites, i manage to know that their album will be release around
January or February next year.. its a long wait but i dun mind haha..
I LOVE the song The Great Escape soooo much.
The band is soooo great to come up with such a NICE SONG!!!!!
Must check out the video, very nice!
Tomorrow is Campus Superstar Finals!!!!!!!!
after my tution, i can watch le haha..
but i will be missing half-and-hour of the show sobsob(LOL =x)
There is something WORTH WATCHING
That's HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!!!!!!!
Aww..... i LOVE their High School Musical 1 sooooooooooooooo NICE
their songs are GREAT, WONDERFUL, FABULOUS!!!
There are more words to describe their songs but i can only think of those few(=X)
I want to watch their 2nd show but..
i DUN have the cable leh..
haiz..
My cousin want to camp at my other cousin house to watch(lol?)
but i think that is a GREAT IDEA!
because i realised that people can do things that is so not them in order to achieve something that they REALLY want
sometimes i also like that(eeps)
but i tried to control.
I MAKE A NEW PLAYLIST!!!!!!!
HAHA.. this time round its more edger and more emo?
lol.. but i found out that these bands are great!
If you like my old playlist please visit my friendster profile at:
www.friendster.com/huiyun23(ERM.. i think never mind cause i want to put the playlist at this post ^^)
Last time, i wore the black(oops my bad, its dark blue sorry =X)eyeliner
GOSH, its nice! I dun look like myself..
that is what i think..
My mum said the look is like i never sleep enough the day before..( i said LOL)
That's all for today.
WATCH this space, i will post photos of my birthday gifts SOON!!!

Happy Bday Thursday, August 23, 2007 Thursday, August 23, 2007

Hehehe..
today i turned 16 already..
old le.. today is the day which i was born 16 years ago to this world(lol)
i cant wait for the birthday cake, which i will be eating at night ^^
hehe.. cause its a white chocolate cake. Which is special, cause it will the 1st time that i will be eating chocolate cake yum!!
today i received a huge present from my best friend(Wan Yin).Thanks!!!!!! the turtle is soooooo cute (.^__^.) i like it a lot!!
I also received some birthday wishes from my friends in friendster.
Thank you!!
you all are so sweet and nice haha.. ^^
even though, we do not really know each other in real life but thank you anyway for being so nice and sweet ^^
I will post my favorites photos here ^^
watch this space. Stay tune(lolssssss)
Thanks: My Mum,My Dad, My sis(choi bu), My cousin, My best friend(Wan Yin), My close friends(Li Bing, Shi Qi, Sue Ting, Natalie), My classmates, My friendster friends and all those who wish me happy birthday!! LOVE YOU ALL
Without you guys, there will be no me.. haha..

Innocent only Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Tomorrow is prelims le!!!
Ah!! so fast..
haiz.. very sian.. in class always do worksheet and go through, do worksheet and go through.....
same thing the whole day, the whole week, the whole month..
i miss the old days where we study new chapters, which is far more fun.. ^^
why you look at my profile?
i guess i dun not understand you very well at all..
hmm.. at least i got say happy birthday to you by sms..
you are giving me very weird feelings.. my heart starts to pump very fast..
aiya.. why?????
i tried to figured out why you do this to me, long time ago but i guess i will never get to know the answer..
even a year gone by i guess, i will still not understand..
i want to know why but sometimes its best not to know..
I guess the best way to get back at people is to do better than them
not need to get angry over little matters..
JIA YOU!!
Hopefully after O levels, i find enough information to make a very special blog for my favorite band haha.. ^^
I will make sure its going to be a very amazing one!!
By the way special thanks to my two best friends, Li Bing and Shi Qi for giving me such lovely presents. I love the presents a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So nice ^^ Thanks!!
I love the piglet that my sister gave too!!! Thanks CHOI BU AH MEI haha(wait until she sees this ;P)
Thanks to my mum for the BLACK JEANS!!!!!!!!! i have been waiting for a black jeans for such a long time yay!! But i wear it on national day eve le lol
Thanks to my cousin too!!!!! for the nice bag ^^^^^^^^^
Love you all ^^^^^^
Hmm.. i cant wait to eat my birthday cake tomorrow haha.. :P
white chocolate cake yum yum yum X 100times!!!

Don't you fake it Sunday, August 19, 2007 Sunday, August 19, 2007

First of all i want to say that,
i LOVE the song The Great Escape by Boys like Girls!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!! Give them full marks for this song haha.. love it so much
i want this song!! must try methods to get this song haha..
Dont's You Fake It
Why?
why????????
why???????????????
WHY some PEOPLE like to act innocent and HURT people?
If happened to me before, its their fault, they ACT like its my fault..
still say they are innocent and they have done nothing..
be more mature, ITS YOUR FAULT then ADMIT it COWARD!
They think, no one will know that actually the person affected will find out 1 day..
At least if its my fault, i will admit it.
Innocent is not in my books........
i declare i am not a goody-two-shoes
people may think i am but i am not..
i am sure no one in this world is always good.. sometimes, their dark side is trying hard to get out..
Everyone has a dark side in my opinion.
No one is always perfect.
No one is nice all the time.
No one is innocent forever.
No one is sweet all the time.
No one is 100 percent perfect.
This coming Thursday is Prelims...
Mugging starts long time ago le..
Good luck to all my good friends ^^
WO MEN YI QI JIA YOU!!
TYS will be appearing on my table every time..
i must say, its boring to do TYS all the time..
but for my own future, do 10 times also can as long as my future is guaranteed. LOL
I will support the good side and the good will win over the bad wahaha!!

All the orals are over!!! Friday, August 17, 2007 Friday, August 17, 2007

YEAH!!!
all the orals are over finally.....
Chinese, English orals also end already yeah!!
no need to have weak knees anymore, and no need to panic..
haiz........ but the English oral, its so damn hard. Especially the conversation part.. for the reading aloud and picture part i still can manage to do it fairly well.. hopefully can get above 30 marks.. but i cant read the examiners mind..
hope they are happy with my oral.. my English grades depend a lot on the oral..
that is why i tried very hard with the conversation part even though its very difficult for me, cause i hardly take part in competitions..
Favorites Songs of the Moment:
1) All The Same - Sick Puppies (love the lyrics!!)
2) The Latest Plague - From First To Last (love all those shouting by lead singer)
3) Misery Business - Paramore (love Hailey, she's got a rock star attitude that's "Oh So Cool")
4) The Beast and the Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold (like the guitar and bass sound and all those great partnership with the lead singer and the other members of the band)
5) From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars ( love their songs since i heard The Kill)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i got only 1 word to say....
that is sian..
after the hard work that i have put for my Chinese, i did not get what i expected..
i was very disappointed in myself..
my mum was upset at me too..
i guess i should not let my heart control my mind..
i really regret it.. luckily there is still a second chance..
this time, i must buck up for the exhausting ride ahead..
for less than a month of happiness, i exchange for a lot of things and i really regret it..
i exchange happiness for tears, heartache,loneliness, bad results because of distraction and sometimes i can't eat..
haiz..... really ah, its not worth it at all..
if only i stop smsing during that period i would have gotten a better result..
i must move on and forget about this..

bfmv Sunday, August 12, 2007 Sunday, August 12, 2007

YES!!!
i found out that Bullet for my Valentine is releasing their latest album soon!
it will be release around October as reported in Kerrang! magazine
at first i thought what is Kerrang! as many people in p!atd forum kept on saying(oh wait should be type..) Kerrang!, Kerrang!, Kerrang!, i thought what was that..
i thought its a concert or something like that..
then i went to bfmv official site then i realised its a magazine lai de..
i just brought their The Poison album around June that time and now the new album is out very soon yay!!!
i can't wait for new album, since The Poison is such a wonderful album.
must come out by this year hor..
by the way i saw the Avril Lavigne and Little Mama remix of girlfriend gosh man that video is bloody good with all the dance moves and pretty clothes haha ^^

national day Thursday, August 09, 2007 Thursday, August 09, 2007

hies..
i just came up here to blog about national day
today is singapore's 42th birthday, happy birthday to you..
soon.. its going to be my birthday liao..
older by 1 year, lao le haha..
but at the same time, growing up le..
growing up is a process that every human being can relate to, unless you are an alien(lol)..
growing up gives you more exposure to the real world out here, studying is just a small milestone for everyone, studying is to prepare you for the working world out there.. which is huge and dangerous gee..
next week got a lot of things happening, like release of MT 0 level results and English oral!!!
Scary leh.. especially the oral, cause there is nothing i can do about the MT results le, cause its already over long time ago..
but for the oral, i still can prepare for it by doing pratices hmm..

Movie Day!! Wednesday, August 08, 2007 Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Wow is the word i have for the movie Disturbia.
Its great!! especially the middle part of the movie, where the lead actor is being hunt by the killer..
sounds interesting well there is more, actually the lead actor is right about his neighbour being a killer and he try to prove it but his plan sort of backfire..
there is more but you have to catch the movie to find out.. haha i am not telling you(lol)..
i went to take neoprints with my best friends, Wan Yin, Li Bing and Sue Ting..
hahaha.. the photo effect was great with 1 machine but for the other.. the effect is not so good..
but it does not really matter, cause i am very happy to take photos with them..
last year august was the last time i took neoprints..
until june this year.. dots.....
neoprints is lots of fun, but the picture is nicer if the image size is bigger
YAY!! advance happy birthday to Singapore for being 42 years old this year..
i love Singapore!! muacks muacks haha.. :P
but should be very sian after national day..
cause i need to make up for 2 tutions this week leh..
including this week1 so total got 3 maths tution this week!!! argh...
foget to add 1 thing THANK YOU SUE TING for helping me to sms Mr Chua about the sub-science thing thanks thanks ^^
and i love ALL THE SAME by Sick Puppies, you guys are great

Hi hi hi... Tuesday, August 07, 2007 Tuesday, August 07, 2007

today was considered quite a shiok day..
cause no p.e..
hahahah.. i dun like to have p.e, because need to sweat a lot and its rather boring..
everytime play the same kind of games, play until very boring liao..
tomorrow, we will celebrate national day at school, watching performance
better than studying haha..
its good to have a break once in a while you know?
yeah! after hearing the song All the Same by Sick Puppies on the radio, i fell in love with it(lol) haha.. i am very glad that i manage to get hold of the song
its 1 of my favorite songs now..
maybe forever haha..

Monday, August 06, 2007 Monday, August 06, 2007

On Wednesday, i will go and watch Distubia with my friends yes!!
haha.. i heard that the movie is on the US box office for about 3 weeks..
I love thriller type of books, hmm.. movies yeah that too ^^
cannnot type much thanks to someone..
stupid...
sian leh..
make me damn angry.....
but something good is that, we only need to stay back for 2 days this week!! yeah yeah!!!
mixed feelings today dots..
woah.. i just remembered today, i almost fall asleep, cause very sian...
need my antidote of SWEETS!!!
haha.. with sweets, i can stay full awake in class..
my hero is my sweets lol.

Diary Diary = Dairy?? Haha Friday, August 03, 2007 Friday, August 03, 2007

1 people, 1 nation, 1 TOILET BOWL hahaha.. :P
i came out with these rhyming words yesterday and gosh its funny haha.. XD
this words means nothing its just a joke dun take it too seriously like my sister..
she say i sooooo bad(LOL), she just like to oppose me everytime..
i just joined the p!atd online fan club. It was GREAT to join a club, where everyone like the same band as you, cause all we talk about is things about p!atd or music..
but its damn nice and fun, luckily its free if not i would not join cause no point,
even if i like the band a lot, i dun want to waste money on joining clubs..
free then its worth it haha.. ^^
the people there are friendly and nice *smiles*
some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. This is so true, some people do things that will forever leave a memory in our minds, no matter how long they leave your world and never say hi again, whether is it a day, a week, a month or a year, we will still think of them. Sometimes, the future life that we led, they have some things to do with them, whether is it thinking of them or missing them, they will still live in our hearts.
You can't deny that you never think of them even though you never see them for a long time.
Lessons that i learnt in life makes me stronger.
Although i can't deny, that sometimes i can't help myself but cry my heart out and at that time, i really really hate them to the core and want to screw them.
But thinking back, they may be people who make you feel very hurt, who harm you with their stupid words, in the end you will learn to face the music and become a stronger person. This takes time, maybe 1 month or maybe even 10 years but you will become a much better and more grown up person. Trust me
By the way, the p!atd picture is sooooooo cute aww..

Great Week Thursday, August 02, 2007 Thursday, August 02, 2007

Hiya (.^__^.)
this week has been a great week.
you know why??
cause only on Monday, we need to stay back for small group..
hahahaha..... go back home early rocks man!!!!
today as i was walking back towards my bus, i saw my ex- classmate, someone whom i thought i will never get to see again after so many years..
the last time when i saw my ex- classmate was in September last year..
long is it?? but i never said hi, cause i am rushing for time and i dun think my ex- classmate remember me..
i was so hungry that i walk very fast to the bus stop, luckily the bus came very soon after i reached the interchange ^^
lucky me.. I had roti prata for lunch yum yum!!
i had 1 plain one and 1 with egg for lunch..
last saturday i went to tampines mall to buy a red t-shirt for what you know??
for the eve of national day..... =__=
lame but, i dun have choice but to buy 1 red t-shirt cause i dun have any red-shirt at home!
partly because i dun really like the colour red, because its too striking..
hmm... i will wear the t- shirt with jeans and converse shoes( my fav shoes!!) hehhehheh :P