Wow another week has passed..
and it is a Friday..
this week i thought no need to go to school on Wednesday and Thursday
and you know what?
i was so happy last week because that 2 days i thought i no need to go to school..
but..
end up Thursday need to go to school..
a bit disappointed but after all
it is not as if O levels has ended..
so its good to go back to study
a bit sad that i put in effort to do multiple choice questions but end up failing
my physics mcq..
haiz..
must jia you even more!!
cannot let a failure, make me down and depressed
like that song
will not let myself be lost and depressed from the awful truth
cause to be depress is a very extremely hard thing to forget
and its like going crazy..
some songs are very meaningful
for example
I Can Do Better by Avril Lavigne,
My Heroine by Silverstein,
Your Guardian Angel and Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
but i think that in Face Down if your boyfriend abuse you and he swears that he loved you well.. this means that he dun love you at all!
so simple
cause if he truly love you, he will not let you get hurt and will protect you
and moreover hurt you using his own hands!!
so i think that the girl finally realised that she cannot take ti anymore
I still remember the 1st time i heard the Your Guardian Angel song
i think its really very nice and touched by it
because the singer sings it with so much emotion and those words are very sweet and nice ^^
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
nice right?
i think the guys who wrote this song, are very romantic guys haha :P
Oh ya and My Heroine!!
cannot miss out that song haha
the song brings out the sadness and pain in the singer's voice
and i LOVE IT!!
not because he is sad when singing the song la..
but because its something that most people can relate to
when their loved ones hurt them
and he really brings out the anger in him
i LOVE SILVERSTEIN!!
never mind if i cannot get the song now..
but after O levels i will try my very best to get it!
Hmm.. actually today want to go out to eat 1..
but i think never go out ba..
go out once in a while is good cause can see the environment and what people is wearing
and can check out the stores hehe for clothes!
HEY BUT i am NOT a shopaholic hor.. :p
i know how to control 1
know what to buy and when to buy
last week brought a nice gray colour jeans
hey its so nice and it matches with many of my clothes
since early May this year
my auntie has been borrowing tapes, Hong Kong series tapes to watch
so nice man
but some shows not so nice..
luckily never watch until additied to it.. :X
weekends are tution days again..
sometimes very bored to have it all the time..
but no choice
the tutions are expensive
and sometimes(very rare) i am doing something that i was not supposed to do..
this secret only 1 of my friends know..
cannot tell or my tutors will kill me haha joking
song from From First To Last
"Note To Self"
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so..far!...
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xoxo 14/09/07
